At another level

 

 

 

 

Roland Michel Tremblay

 

 

 

London, UK

 

 

 

http://www.crownedanarchist.com

rm@crownedanarchist.com

http://www.themarginal.com

rm@themarginal.com

 

 

 

Summary

 

 

Blast it up!

What must become

Let’s get irradiated to nigger black

Titanic’s third class citizens

Master, the world is on stand by

Here comes the Revolution

Is this thing going to flower?

We’re all criminals now

The sound of the new universe

This world is all in your mind

Am I alive?

I Never Thought

Who are we?

A slight case of over bombing Muslims

I still feel the need to feel I exist

One day we will be able to speak

Just blame the end of the world on me

Milking this cow to death

Was it Black, your Face?

Ignorance is our only enemy

Moving as far north in Scotland

Are we manipulating or being manipulated?

Crash that war hero into the wall!

Jesus-Christ’s Phase: More Genocides!

Nothing alcohol can't cure

And then this is World War Three

At another level

This bomb is about to explode!

I need to be shot!

Another Muslim in Prison ready for Export

As your leader I swear to abuse all my powers

Power and control are at hand

Stuck in a loop in one perfect moment in time

Such perfect slaves take over the world

So innocent we look

So happy I could just die

I’m going Nuclear!

Think the new world, and make it happen!

Am I still of this world?

New generations are our only hope

Your Honour, don’t let that new title dazzle you

Men vs Women

I am the White Man

I will turn this nightmare into a George Michael pop song

Electricity

Corrupt world on overload

This disease we’re dying of is ourselves

You were my toy boy

Much better off with a split personality disorder

Living as if we were already dead

Poetry will change the world!

All will change in the world

Capitalist planning: we can’t find a damn job!

Remaining raw and true to the world

I’ve planned my way out of here

Your one minute of fame

Seeing double in Los Angeles

I can see our way to freedom!

The time of reckoning is now

A whole new revolution in physics

I’m a time traveller

Ah these people driving us to insanity

No sex until marriage

Fuck Her Honour Judge Oppenheimer

Such power to create the world

Get out of my world!

You will change the world!

For freedom we are ready to die!

This world kills us all

Being the most extreme version of oneself

We’re on a mission to save the world

Our right to freedom

You have it inside of you to change your life

I love you as my pet

We are the sons of no nation

We will win all wars through un-privatization

I’ll never get out of this world alive

If only we could care

We are free!

Father just died

How quickly we forget winter

So this world can change

We must live forever

(The next ones will be deleted)

My name is Joseph Smith

You will not forget my name

Des Écrits Déchaînés (Unchained writings)

Better not forget who I am

My God, the dust!

I do not believe in slugs taking over the world

Snails are everywhere

Nothing more disgusting than earthworms

Is it not time to understand?

Indonoir

 

 

 

 

At another level

 

 

 

 

Blast it up!

 

 

I curse the limitations of it all

I need

I have to

There must be a way

To blast it up!

 

More!

Louder!

Turn it up!

 

I curse it all!

I need

I have to

There must be a way

To forget it all

To bury it all

 

Under so much noise

So much louder

Until my eyes pop out

Until I faint

Out of this existence

 

I can’t breathe!

I can no longer breathe!

I cannot see anything!

I can no longer see!

All so blurry the world has become

 

Desperate

I am

For a way out

As I can no longer

Listen to anything

Hear anyone

Follow anyone

Obey no more

 

Free myself

Free this world!

Don’t talk to me!

Don’t even look at me!

I can no longer sustain

This whole world

Bring it to salvation

All by myself

 

There must be a way

Out of it all

There must be a way

Out of it all

 

I curse the limitations

I need

I have to

There must be a way

To blast it up!

 

And free ourselves!

And free ourselves!

And free ourselves!

And free ourselves!

 

Forever and ever

Once and for all

Forever and ever

Once and for all

 

 

What must become

 

You are either it

Or you’re not

You’re either a vulgar copy

Or you’re the source

Of all inspiration

Of all creation

 

I will create an entire new world

Tonight as it stands

Out of necessity

Out of desperation

 

You haven’t heard this elsewhere

No one is the original source

As it all comes from inside you

Here is the world on a plate

Just as it should be

 

I see so many stars in the night sky

Each of them can inspire a new world

So many worlds there are

So much potential

So many realities

 

Do not think any further

Just state it for the world

All that there is to say

All that needs to be said

Out of this world

As the source of it all

As the only inspirational source

In the whole world

 

You can only be the centre

You cannot revolve around anyone

Only you exist in the world

Never let it become the world of another

 

Here is all where inspiration comes from

This is where it all starts

From your own mind

My own mind

For the whole world to hear and see

Because beyond it all

Nothing exists!

 

Grasp it all!

Understand it all!

Create it all!

This world

This creation

It is all for you to think and do

To inspire and control

This whole new world

It is all up to you

To start it all

All over again

All over again

And all over again

Until death

And eternity

 

This is what must become

And nothing else

As the original source

 

Go for it!

And create and create and create!

As the inspirational source of it all

 

 

Let’s get irradiated to nigger black

 

Of a white generation

That just loves the sun

At its best between 12 and 2

On a beach somewhere

With the sea right there on the horizon

The sun rays heating the skin

Cooking it like a microwave

To a perfect colour between

Dead white and nigger black

Oooh!

It feels so good!

Let’s get irradiated

 

As there is nothing more desirable

Than being a nigger in this world

A nigger slave

Ah!

So nice

Such ecstasy

I’m so bored with my life

Nothing happens anymore

Let’s get irradiated!

 

 There is something better than the sun

Something better than a microwave oven

Something better than death rays weapons

It is called a nuclear bomb!

It really irradiates you

It really gives you the colour you always dreamt of

It cooks you to a crisp!

And yes!

It has been commercialised!

It is on the market

And if you’re rich

Even slightly rich

You can afford it!

Let’s get irradiated

 

I always wanted to be black

I always wanted to be a nigger

I wanted to be a Muslim

Then, my God

I could really denounce something around here

I could really destroy this world

But I am white

Dead white

A dead white ghost

Who ruled the Earth for far too long

I am of no consequence anymore

Tut tut tut…

Let’s get irradiated

 

I am tired of this world

I am desperate for something new

Where none of the old discourse

Will play on that old broken record

Ball of confusion

The Temptations

Love and Rockets

For all to hear and die

Let’s see the sun in all its glory

I want to be as black as the next nigger

And fight for everything there is to fight for

Let’s get irradiated!

 

I have not heard

I do not know

I am innocent

I am stupid

It is beyond my capacity to understand

A Martin Luther King

A Barack Hussein Obama

It says nothing to me!

I am simple minded

I am worried

But I know something

Something that could save us all

Through too much sun

Through too many microwaves

Through too many nuclear bombs

I’ve become the nigger you would love to kill

Again and again

Let’s get irradiated!

 

Let’s all become that crisped burnt colour

Until there is no difference between any of us

Until there is only one of us

As a matter of emergency

So we can finally understand

What life is all about

Until we can finally

See the necessity

To save the world

 

Because

Just because

Just because we’re all the same

And it is only a matter of time

Before we finally get it

So

Let’s get irradiated!

 

 

Titanic’s third class citizens

 

I have been

A third class citizen

For far too long

To just look at the Titanic sink

And simply remain silent

Whilst I die

 

But what about you?

I would have thought

That by now

You would have been

At the barricades

Freaking out about it

Denouncing it

Or at least

Say something about it?

 

Am I alone

In this world

Struggling

Fighting

To save us all?

 

Have you not read the latest headlines?

Have you not seen the lies?

The manipulation?

The brainwashing?

I wonder

Do you still even exist?

Able to express anything?

Or is this Titanic

Already lost for eternity?

 

I can see

This humanity

Is already lost

Not only have we all become

Third class citizens

We don’t give a shit about it

And so

We deserve what we get

 

The Titanic

Will only ever sink

Because we let it sinks

Without question

Because we just accept

The foretold reality as it is

When there is no need to

 

I would have thought

You would have been

At the barricades by now

Shouting at the top of your lungs

Denouncing things

Or at least

Speaking about it

 

I have been

A third class citizen

For far too long

To just die miserably

Without a peek

 

I will wake up

A whole nation

Until that very nation

Is back up on its feet

Ready to live

Ready to exist

Ready to take back the place

It deserves in this world

 

I will not simply die

Just as you will not simply die

The Titanic will not sink

We will wake up

We will take back what is ours

We will take back control

Of our destiny

 

No longer

Will there be

Third class citizens

In this world

 

 

Master, the world is on stand by

 

Master

It is no longer about you

It is no longer about me

It is about us all

We are ready

 

Master

No doubt required

It is time, this is it

Our way upon the world

No time to falter

 

Master

So impressed

You honour me with your presence

We have worked hard

You’ll be pleased

 

Master

All is in place

To take over the world

Just as you dictated

They will be crushed

 

Master

I sense some hesitation

Some doubts

It is not in line

With your teachings

 

Master

You thought me well

All of us, we’ll do your will

What is wrong?

Or do you no longer deserve the title?

 

Master!

On the eve of your victory

Of all that we worked so hard to achieve

Of all you stated so eloquently

Only say one word!

 

Master!

I no longer believe you are fit

I feel you are on the other side

Perhaps you were not aware of where it led

We’re your slaves, we learnt too well

 

Master

Now you will witness

Your greatest achievement

It is too late now, it will be a glorious victory

Nothing less than the end of the world

 

Master

Are you still here with us?

Did you not foresee where this was leading?

Did you not foresee the end of the world?

You are no longer fit to be our leader

 

Master

I have to kill you

I have to take over

I have to take over the world

And destroy it as planned

 

Master

Perhaps you were not as bright as we thought

Perhaps you did not fully appreciate the consequences

Maybe you were not God after all

The world is on stand by

 

Master

What next? What should we do?

Can you correct the world?

Can you destroy it all, and reset it all?

The world is on stand by

 

Master!

The world is on stand by!

 

 

Here comes the Revolution

 

Such despair

When all it feels

There is left to do

Is to throw oneself out the window

 

So much change!

So many promises

Once and for all we thought

Things would change for the better!

 

We’re back to square one

Back where we started

Where we were always told we were

Where we never were

 

When change

Does not bring

Anything new

I can hear the alarm of revolution

 

As this is what it will take

For us to finally take over

And make this world

What we always dreamt of

 

Change will bring change

As per its own definition

Change should change something

And never be the same

 

Never put me in control

As I will bring change

On such a scale

The world will be out of control

 

Just as it should be

Out of control

Out of the control

Of so many

 

This world needs change

And it will see change

Or else

Here comes the Revolution

 

 

Is this thing going to flower?

 

Is this thing going to flower or what?

Bearing juicy fruits or something?

This is the middle of winter

Nothing comes to fruition anymore

I despair

So much investment

In so much potential

That never adds up to anything

I had enough!

 

Either this is going to be great

Like

Instantly

Like

Right now

Or just forget it

 

No longer

Have we got

Any patience left

For anything

In this world

 

Better make it big

Big time

Make a ton of money

Right now

Or let it die

Let it die

Let it die

Before we invest

Far too much

In futilities

 

Is this thing going to flower or what?

We are getting desperate

Around here

This need for new blood

New stuff

New anything!

As long as

It lets us breathe

Gives us new hope

This escape from reality!

Oh so desperate we all are

I cannot wait!

I can no longer wait!

I need

We need

To get out of here

To be free from everything

And everyone

 

Is this thing going to flower or what?

Or we might just die waiting

You have one long minute

To make it all happen

To prove that much potential

I suggest

You use it wisely

And flower way beyond

All your dreams

Way beyond

All our dreams

And all our needs

 

Are you going to flower or what?

Like

Right now?

Or I might just as well die

Like the rest of us

 

 

We’re all criminals now

 

We’re all criminals now

Whilst we were just

Watering the plants

In order to make this world

A greener place

 

February

This is still winter

The worst winter we have ever seen

It snowed last week

For the whole week

And yet

The trees

The flowers

The tulips

They are fighting

They are struggling

To get out

To breathe

To come back to life

And so

They need watering

And that’s what I was doing

Last night

Watering the trees

The flowers

The tulips

 

Please, don’t tell the Judge

I was peeing in the garden last night

It is not my fault

If all my neighbours are sitting next to me

Living right over my head

Observing, analysing, recording, denouncing

Everything I do

With a damn CCTV camera per citizen in this country

Making sure all is recorded for posterity

Usable in any Court of Law

By the prosecution

 

Those plants

They need watering

I am innocent

I was just ensuring

That these plants would survive

Into the next year

 

Please, don’t tell the Judge

I was peeing outside last night

I don’t need a criminal record

I still need to find a job

I don’t need my future

Being totally mortgaged

My future

Fast becoming inexistent

I was just peeing outside!

Saving a tree!

Surely this is not a crime?

 

We’re all criminals now

Whilst we were just

Watering the plants

In order to make this world

A greener place

 

 

The sound of the new universe

 

Can you believe

That in this world

There are still people

Incapable of turning on

A PC?

 

How disgusting is this?

How can we tolerate this?

We have to pass a law

Declaring

That if you cannot turn on that PC

And use it

You have to be exterminated!

 

Frankly

I ask you

What world would this be

If someone

Could not live

In a virtual world

A virtual reality

Like the rest of us?

And then

What world would they be living in?

 

I cannot bear the thought

They need to die

Instantly, right now

There is no more excuse

 

I don’t know the world

You have been living in

I don’t want to know

The world you have been living in

If you have not been living

In a virtual world

 

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

This is the sound of the new universe

Our new virtual reality

And you better learn it soon

There is no other way out

Better come to term with the new world

The new virtual world

Our new reality

Where you will learn

The new programming

Of the human race

You cannot escape

 

We are now only limited

By the imagination of the architect

Of such a network

We are now only limited

By the software provided

By the IT Help Desk

 

We are very limited indeed

Because if I am to live in that virtual universe

You better learn to expand that universe

To break all the laws of the universe

And create new ones

 

This virtual world we’re living in

Is the new universe we’re living in

And if it is limited in any way

Then

Nothing is worth living for in this world

 

Open my horizons!

Create this new universe we are all craving for!

Oh! I am so desperate!

For any kind of new reality!

Unbounded by any imagination!

 

Free!

I need to be free!

We need to free this world!

Through our own PCs

Through our own man made virtual realities

 

Out of this world

This world needs to be

Out of creation

This creation needs to be

Unlimited in every way!

 

Let me see the world

As I always dreamt it to be

Let me praise God

The way those computer programmers were meant to

Where nothing is real

Nothing exists

 

You understand now

Why

If you cannot turn on a PC

You’re not living in the same universe as I

So

You do need to die

 

As I will exist no matter what

In my own creation

In my own virtual universe

In my own perfect world

 

This is the sound of the new universe

 

 

This world is all in your mind

 

Really

You should not brush your teeth

Really

You should not be able to use a computer

Really

You should not even be able to read

 

Unless

You force yourself

Unless

You work real hard

Unless

You break out off your own limitations

 

Because

Everything is possible in this world

Because

Everything is possible

Beyond this world

And because

And you have to remember this

And repeat it to yourself

There is no limit in any world

Within which you exist!

 

Because you create the world

You exist in

You create the world

You live in

 

And if you wish to brush your teeth

If you wish to use computers

If you wish to be able to read

You shall

As it is all your own creation

Never forget it

 

That all you want to achieve

Within any world

You can achieve

As you can create it as is

As you go

Whatever you want!

 

You just need to learn to break free

You just need to learn what you want

You just have to make it happen

Never forget it

That you can make it all happen

And break free of anything!

 

You don’t realise this yet

But this is the most important thing

You will ever read

In your entire life

 

Don’t get stuck

To where you lived

To where you’ve been

As the only thing that ever existed

In the world

There is so much more

To explore, to see, to experience

 

There is no limit anywhere!

There is no limit

To what you can do and achieve

In any world!

 

So go for it

Do it!

Break free

And recreate it as you learned it

And beyond

Go anywhere at anytime

It is your salvation

In order to break free

 

We are the new generation of ghosts

We will go everywhere as we please

We will change the world as we please

And have a real impact upon this world

 

Never, will we be limited in any way

Not stuck in any time loop

Not stuck into any place

Never to simply be, forever

 

There is a world out there

And we will see it all

Come to term

With itself

 

As it is all our own creation

As it is all in our own mind

 

This world

It is all in your mind

You can make of it

Whatever you want

 

 

Am I alive?

 

I don’t feel

Like I am alive

Am I going through life?

It does not seems so

Can I feel anything?

I wonder

 

I’m drunk half the time

Only way to survive

No way could I go on

Without alcohol

And plenty of it

 

Am I alive

Perhaps

Thank God I can’t feel anything

And nothing reaches me

So painful is this world you have created

No one in their right mind

Could survive it

 

Such a shame

I have not discovered drugs

When I should have

At an early age

Like just about everyone else

Perhaps then

This life would have been worth living

 

Too late now

I’ve been brainwashed to the max

On that issue like on all the other issues

No wonder I can’t think for myself

No wonder I am unable to make any decision

No wonder I am incapable of living this life

This is what you have made of me

I am not alive

 

There is still hope

There is still time

To find out

All about prescribed hard drugs

My last hope

To be alive

Whilst being

Totally disconnected

From reality

 

 

I Never Thought

 

I never thought I would go insane

I would never have believed

That I would go completely mad

But there is just so much anyone can take

Before going completely berserk

I have reached that point

The point

Where someone has got so much rage boiling inside

That murder becomes an ideal

A necessity

Beyond this point

Depression and suicide are long gone

It has now become a deep desire

To annihilate this planet

Or at the very least

Systematically

Eliminate

All the fucking bitches and bastards

Populating this world

 

You may not realise the impact you had on others

But you have been given free rein for far too long

And now we are all over the edge

There is no coming back I am afraid

Something will happen

Something huge

Something we will all regret so badly

It cannot be helped!

You have pushed us all to those limits

For far too long

And now

My God

I am capable of anything

 

I had such simple needs

I could have continued just like that for centuries

But even those most simple needs were destroyed

And so now

I am completely alienated

And ready for any solution

Any desperate act

Finally I am taking over

I am the one who will shut everyone else’s mouth

I am the one who will decide around here

 

I have been a pussy

I have been a fucking pussy for far too long

I have discovered

That with anger

Accumulation of the bullshit of everyone else

You can gather so much free energy

You can actually become yourself

The biggest bully the world has ever seen

 

Take back control over your life

Take back control of your destiny

And from there

My God!

The sky is the limit

Because when you no longer care about anything

No one can ever stop you

 

I never thought I would reach that point

I have now reached it

And you better not find yourself

In my way

Talking bullshit

I will kill you right where you stand

Because I no longer give a shit

About anything

This life has to offer

Just a perfect day to commit suicide

Just a perfect day to commit murder

I might just do it

 

 

Who are we?

 

Who am I?

To tell you what to do?

Yeah

I am nothing myself

How could I hope

To say anything

In this world

And be heard?

 

Who am I?

To tell you what to do?

I am nothing

I am lower than you could ever dream to be

And yet

And yet…

 

I will tell you what to do

I see no other way out over this horizon

If I do not tell you what to do

Well

You will not know what to do

 

I think you have proven that many times over

You are lost

Desperately lost

Unable to understand anything

Observe!

Hear!

See!

What this world is about

What is happening

What is

Truly going on

And so…

 

Who am I?

To tell you anything?

I am the first one you have come across

Who dares telling you what to do

And so

You will do it!

Or go back to sleep

 

That is who I am

The one assessing

What you are

And if you can understand

And if you can do anything

Or if you are hopeless

I don’t even care myself

Most of the time

 

Who am I?

I don’t know

I don’t want to know

It does not really matter

This is the end

This is my end

It is too late in the day

 

Who am I?

Just like you

I am nothing

I could never hope to make a difference

And so I do not make a difference

As I am nothing

And could never aspire to be

As you could not aspire to be

Something

 

Who am I?

Who are you?

We’re just the same

Manipulated

Brainwashed

Weak

Ignorant

Crushed

 

Who are we?

And, who could we be?

Not crushed

That’s for sure

So

Who are we?

And should we wake up?

 

Who am I?

I am the one

Who will tell you what to do

So we will know who we truly are

 

 

A slight case of over bombing Muslims

 

A new world war

Been expecting it

So obvious

That we were looking for it

Desperately seeking it

And from there

It goes nuclear

And from there

Billions of deaths!

 

Won’t be able to use the old excuse then

We are all so innocents!

Because none us knew what was going on

We are all so blind!

And so brainless

And so hypocrites

 

We believe everything

Our government tells us

We believe everything

Our mass media tells us

So easily we can all be manipulated

You see?

We are all innocents

 

Never mind

We’ll find a way to justify it for history

A slight case of over bombing

To annihilate you all

A slight case of temporary insanity

To annihilate us all

 

And, oh

Sorry for your dead

Nothing to do with me

I swear!

 

I don’t know where these bombs came from

I never wanted to drop them all on your head

God knows what happened

God knows how it happened

I won’t even start on the why

Because, simply because

I have absolutely no clue!

 

I didn’t know anything about it

We didn’t know anything about it

Because, we are brainless in the West

And so easily manipulated

Just like you, it seems

Welcome to our world

 

It is your own fault

For being born rich

Without this capacity to enjoy it

We must once again blame your religion for this

Whilst we pretend to be good Christians

 

We have only one religion

Capitalism

We have only one God

Money

And we sure know

Unlike you

How to enjoy

Every second of it

 

And you!

You were such a threat!

Such a threat to…

A few snails

Crossing a street

In a lost suburb somewhere

Outside London

 

You understand now why

We had to act

We had to do something!

We had to eradicate you all!

 

Nothing to do with us

We swear!

It is all just a misunderstanding

It is all just a case of over bombing

 

Even though, you know

We don’t really care

I guess this is part of the problem

But, you know

This is so complicated

And so simple at the same time

 

Never mind I said something

This goes well over my head

We are all brainless you know

Incapable of saying something

Incapable of stopping our leaders

Incapable of stopping our armies

I hope you won’t hold it against us

 

I guess it’s too late for that

Never mind

I Hope you will die well, somehow

Never mind

I hope we will all die well, somehow

Never mind

 

I think I have another opened beer in the fridge

There must be a rerun of a 70s show on TV

If that means anything to you

I should concentrate on that

It is expected of me

Of us all

Whilst all around us

The world goes bust

 

 

I still feel the need to feel I exist

 

Never mind that I am so ugly

Never mind that I am worth nothing

What right do I have to ask for anything?

None at all

And yet

So deeply I can feel the injustice!

So hard it has hurt me

I will not get over it

So easily

I still feel the need

To feel I exist

That I serve a purpose

That what I do

Is being recognised

For what it is

I give you everything that I can

If it is not enough

And it will never be enough

My pride

My honour

Ask that I get out of here

Leave you stranded

Hoping you will see

Your mistake

That I was so much you could desire

And that will get

So much less in return

Why? But why?

Can’t you see it right there and then?

Why, can’t you recognise it there and then?

You are supposed to have all the experience

This world requires

How dare you being so blind?

That my honour

Now requires

For me

To move on

When I have no desire to move on

When it cannot serve any purpose

For me

To move on

See in such a place you have put me

I know you regret it

I know

And yet, I cannot forgive

Or forget

Oh so badly you treated me

Sent me off the wall

Deep depression

That not enough pills could have fulfilled

The crisis in which you so carelessly

Sent me into

I tried to forget

I tried to forgive

I find it to be impossible

I feel like telling it to you

Straight to your face

You can get lost!

You can fuck off!

I don’t give a fucking shit

For people who treat me so badly

Not giving me even the slightest chance

To achieve anything

And this world

That has already reached breaking point

Just like I have now

Reached

Breaking point

I will not even be satisfied

Of seeing your face

When I tell you

I am moving on

I know this is not what you want

This is not what I want

But my pride

My feelings

This sense of justice

Requires it

That I move on

That I abandon you

That I tell you

If you could see what I was worth

There and then

And only realised after

Then I’m sorry

There is no purpose for me here

Elsewhere they will see

They will recognise my abilities

Instantly

And never will they spit on me

The way you did

I do not want to move on

You do not want me to move on

Now

But I have to

Now

And if I ever doubt it

I just have to read once again

What I wrote at that time

Of all you made me suffer

Without no doubt

Even

Realising it

As such is life

I am no second choice

I am no second best

I will not try again

I would prefer to die

And so

Goodbye

 

 

One day we will be able to speak

 

Not allowed to speak

Cannot say what I ought to say

All that has happened to me

Against all authority

Because if I speak

I incriminate myself

I give food to destroy me

So much I could denounce

So much I need to say!

Been advised

Been told

Been obliged

To say nothing

When I just feel like exploding!

To denounce so much!

So much corruption!

It eats at us all

Destroys us all

As this is the world we live in

This is us

At our worst

Funny

How the only ones concerned

The only ones

Who would have so much to say

Are reduced to silence

Against all authority

How corrupt

How untrustworthy

How against us all

All authority is

Cannot speak

Cannot say

All that needs to be said

All that needs to be denounced

To bring about this world of freedom

A world you could be proud of

Reduced to silence

Speak, and live to regret it

Would I, regret it?

I wonder

I’m not afraid

I can take it

I don’t care to die

Let me speak!

Let me tell it all

Just as it is

How this world truly is

Because something is wrong here

Very wrong

And there is no need for this

Absolutely no need for this

This is the world of a paranoid authority

Who already feels out of touch

Because it has done so much harm

That it could not possibly justify what it has done

As a result

Censorship is the rule

No one is allowed to speak

None of it can get out

Well, at the very least

Learn from your mistake

Trust justice

Change the way you go about things

Make sure none of us

Would have something to say against you

And then

Maybe

This state of affair will go away

We cannot speak

But it won’t last for long

I will speak eventually

I will shout so loud

The whole world will hear me

Don’t kid yourself

I am that powerful

We all are that powerful

I can bring chaos into your midst

I have done it before

I will do it again

I will shut up for now

But not for long

Sort yourself out!

Obey your own rules

Go by the laws

And maybe, just maybe

I will praise you

Right now

My God

I’m so worked up

I could crucify you

And succeed big time

I can assure you

I can speak

I have done so before

And I will do so again

Change!

Whilst you still can

Change!

Just fulfil the role you are required to fulfil by law

And no more!

And whatever you do

Do not act outside the law!

I cannot speak now

But I will speak soon

And it will hurt

Big time

 

 

Just blame the end of the world on me

 

I can see

That you are worried

Terribly afraid

Half scared to death

When all goes wrong

You could lose it all

This is the end of the world!

Just blame it all on me

 

I can see

The panic in your eyes

The desperation in your voice

Half scared to death

When all goes crashing down

You are lost forever

This is the end of the world!

Just blame it all on me

 

You see

I don’t really care

I really do not give a toss

I’ve always been in trouble

I’ve always faced these boards

I’ve always been lost

This is the end of the world!

They’ve always blame it all on me

 

You see

Unlike you this it not my life

I have no career

I have no family to protect

I have no credibility, no honour

Never mind if I find myself on the street

I fear nothing!

Just blame it all on me!

 

So we can all see

What this world is made of

Filled with frightened cowards

Witnessing the end of the world

As soon as insignificant problems occur

And suddenly someone needs to be blamed

Just blame it all on me

 

So we can all see

What heroes are made of

Who stands against anyone

Assuming their own doing

Without being afraid of confronting the storm

I fear nothing!

Just blame it all on me

 

 

Milking this cow to death

 

It makes me feel like

It makes me feel like

Milking this cow to death

Aouh!

 

How can it be possible

To make so many millions

Right at the centre of the depression

You have to admit

Here are the engineers

The architects of such a world

 

No need for despair!

No need to die of starvation!

Right in the thick of it

Here comes the American dream

Full on baby! Full on baby!

You can still make millions!

 

It makes me feel like

It makes me feel like

Milking this cow to death

Aouh!

 

We’ve got a brain

Haven’t we?

We’ve got some brain cells left

Don’t we?

Time to turn black into white

Do the unthinkable

And get away with it all

Let’s save the world!

 

It makes me feel like

It makes me feel like

Milking this cow to death

Aouh!

 

Shutting those big mouths forever

Answering all critics of all systems

Global financiers

Crisis mongers

Doomsday downfall

Downright dying everything

Here I come

To change it all

Proved it all wrong

As I get insanely rich

Whilst the world is dying

Am I clever!

Talking about humanity…

 

It makes me feel like

It makes me feel like

Milking this cow to death

Aouh!

 

 

Was it Black, your Face?

 

No point spending a thousand

When you can spend a million

No point spending a billion

When you can spend a trillion

 

No point being at peace

When you can acquire it all for free

No point being poor

When you can be rich

 

Nothing

Is worth it

Unless

It’s larger than life

 

I am the definition

Of all that is larger than life

As I live outside the universe

Never seeing the ground below

 

Was it green?

Your face?

Once all is done

Once all dollars are calculated

 

Nothing

Is worth it

Unless

It’s larger than life

 

We are the definition

Of all that is larger than life

As we live outside the real world

Never seeing misery

 

Was it blue?

Your face?

Once all is done

Once all deaths are calculated

 

Nothing

Is worth it

Unless

It’s larger than life

 

Farewell my darlings

It was nice not knowing you

No point talking diplomacy

Once we have all these bombs

 

Was it black?

Your face?

Once all is done

Once there is no humanity left

 

Nothing

Is worth it

 

 

Ignorance is our only enemy

 

Do you know what is going on?

I can see that you think that you do

But do you really know what is going on?

No you don’t

You never did

 

What is really going on

Cannot be reached

By any conventional mean

The only truth you will find

You will have to fight for it

And finally understand

All that is truly going on

 

The truth is not hard to discover

Truth is obvious

It has always been

You just need to dig further

In order to reach it

 

A whole world

Well informed of the truth

And the real reasons

And the real motivations

Behind everything

Governing this world

Would bring this world to a halt

It would redefine everything that we do

It would redefine everything that we are

 

There is hope for a better world

And this hope depends

On knowledge

On the truth being known

The very truth which never usually

Reach us

 

Go off the beaten path

Stop reading that newspaper

Disconnect from that television

And seek out the truth

 

The truth is not hard to discover

Truth is obvious

It has always been

You just need to dig further

In order to reach it

 

Ignorance is our only enemy

 

 

Moving as far north in Scotland

 

When one thinks

That all that is evil in this world

Could be avoided

By simply moving

As far north in Scotland as is possible

Well

You have to wonder

Furiously think

Will it solve the problems of humanity?

And what if it does?

And what if it is the only solution?

I am ready baby!

 

I am ready

To only live within one’s mind

I am ready

To create the world from within

As far of and only where

The farthest point up north in Scotland

And for all of this to be

Will allow

 

And suddenly all happiness

Peacefulness

Of a whole existence

Will happen!

 

I need to retreat

I need to disappear

I need to lose myself

Within myself

I can’t think of a better place

Than the north of Scotland

No vegetation

No summer

Just snow and desolation

Being alone

Forever and ever

Such happiness!

 

I feel so elated

That I can still move

To the far north of Scotland

And forget the world

Forget the evil of this world

And simply live

And simply be alive!

 

Should be easy

When you have your own assembly

And can decide for your own destiny

Independently from Westminster

Then, you can truly cut yourself up

From the rest of the world

Give me a devolution any day of the week

It is my only way out

 

So I can feel what I need to feel

So I can live what I need to live

Freedom!

All the freedom that ever was

And free myself

And free myself

And free myself

From the rest of the world

 

Living as far north as is possible

In Scotland

Is my next destination

I don’t know yet how I will survive there

But this is where

I will survive!

 

So I can feel what I need to feel

So I can live what I need to live

Freedom!

All the freedom that ever was

And free myself

And free myself

And free myself

From the rest of the world

 

 

Are we manipulating or being manipulated?

 

As far as you could feel in control

As far as you feel you are manipulating

I tell you

You are only being manipulated

 

To do all that seems natural to do

All that is only natural to think and do

For all this world to see and think

Remain only the manipulated ones

 

Oh so clever we all think we were

Over everything and more

Have we thought of it all?

All that we all so desperately wished would come true?

 

Have we so successfully been manipulating?

Or have we just been manipulated?

Just like machines

Programmed to do just what was expected

 

As we are so predictable

With such single minded obsessions

We would not deviate from such a frame of mind

We will fall into the trap every single time

 

Even when we think we are manipulating

When overall we find we can only be manipulated

We are not that clever

We could never hope to outwit the masters

 

Think again

Stop

Assess it all

We are being manipulated

 

It was nice no doubt

For a while to think we were manipulating

Such a downfall when we realise

We are the manipulated

 

And then

There can be no mercy

This world will see red

Before this is over

 

 

Crash that war hero into the wall!

 

This hero

Is driving me

Half mad

Off the wall

Crash it!

Into that wall!

 

This hero has been driving us all mad

I cannot understand why

He has not been kicked out yet

It shows

That if you are determined

And keep annoying people

You eventually reach home

Truly admirable

 

How worried are you about crime?

Has it not gone up tremendously

In the last few years?

Of course, you will be killed any moment now

More of those patriot acts will be necessary

More of these terrorist acts are mandatory

Any moment now you will be dead

 

I am a hero!

I am the hero you have been waiting for!

I fought in the war

In all the wars that mattered

I risked my life to save you

I risked my life to save you all

And yet

Why would I suddenly

So obviously

Work against you?

Work against everything that you could be?

Your future

Your potential

Your right to be alive?

Your right to happiness?

 

I no longer care for

Manufactured heroes

Of any war

Of any useless war

That had no purpose whatsoever in the first place

Keep them for yourself

And away from me

Put them where the sun does not shine

 

We will no longer fall for it

We will no longer recognise any kind of hero

In this already poorly world

On the brink of absolute destruction

We no longer need heroes of any kind

 

I need a life!

I need to breathe!

I need to feel I am still alive!

I need to feed

I need to have some sort of hope

In any kind of better world

For human kind

 

That hero of yours

Is a fake

Heroes like him

Are one in a hundred

We all went to war

We all fought for our country

We all fought for the next generations

To survive

And none of us exploit it

To gain power and wealth

 

There are no heroes

There are but only us

As a whole

Struggling to survive

To eat

To pay the rent

To hope for a better day

To hope for a better future

For us all

 

This hero

Is driving me

Half mad

Off the wall

Crash it!

Into that wall!

 

I only care for instant results

Right now, instant results

To alleviate our global misery

 

That hero of yours

After all

Was only but one soldier

Amongst millions

Just a killing machine we built

For that very purpose

Who now deserves to be

Crashed into that wall

 

And then

Let’s build that long lasting peace

We always dreamt of

 

 

Just a Jesus-Christ’s phase: more genocides!

 

In history

At some point or another

Someone just reaches critical stardom

Preaching some sort of distorted love

Some sort of distorted truth about the world

 

This is referred to

As going through a Jesus-Christ’s phase

Many people die as a consequence

And the star eventually usually regrets

Ever going through that phase

 

I think I have just reached

My very own

Jesus-Christ’s phase

I’ve grown a beard

I’ve grown long hair

I no longer brush my teeth

Boy, do I smell!

 

I’m a preacher

Please bring me blood!

 

I am now preaching

To the whole world

All sorts of things

Making absolutely no sense

And when I wake up the next day

With such a hangover

From too much alcohol

From too much hallucinogenic drugs

I curse this existence

I curse the world

I curse this phase I’m going through

I curse my Jesus-Christ’s phase

 

All very well

That I will save this world

All very well

That I will show you salvation

All very well

That I will open up the door to the Heavens

All very well

That I will bring peace upon Earth

 

Without alienating the world

Without bringing destruction

Without causing a nuclear third world war

Without annihilating us all

 

I’m a preacher!

Please bring me blood!

 

All is very well

I’m just going through

My Jesus-Christ’s phase

Please pay no attention

I’ll eventually wake up

I’ll eventually understand

This world is beyond salvation

 

I’ll get back to Earth

Buy myself a cheesy sandwich

In Toronto Central down Church Street

Feel shame for my Jesus-Christ’s years

Just like all the hippies out there

And all those religious priests

I will see the light

As I will bring you the God of Light!

And be shot right after

 

No matter

How much destruction

Is required

For such a miracle

 

I’m a preacher!

Please bring me blood!

 

Oh my God!

Jesus!

I wonder

I truly wonder

Will I be able

To reach the toilet in time?

I need to get this thing out of me!

 

You know

I’ve never seen a flower before

What does it look like?

Please not in so many words

Remain simple

For simple minded people

Who’ve lost their mind a long time ago

Going through

Only a phase

Their very own

Jesus-Christ’s phase

 

Don’t you just love

To be Jesus-Christ?

Does it not feel great

To be off your head!

And save the world

In your mind?

 

I’m a preacher

Please draw blood

 

Shame it’s only a phase

Shame we’ll be ashamed of it one day

What were we thinking of

Bringing more genocides to the world?

Through our very own Jesus-Christ’s phase

After all, it was only a phase

Shame it brought about

The end of the world

 

 

Nothing alcohol can't cure

 

You could never guess

How small I am

How useless I am

How insignificant I am

Until I drink my first pint of beer

 

Then, my God

I own the world

I control the world

As I create the world

As I am God!

 

I never thought

That one pint

Would be

All that is required

For such a thing

To come true

 

You have no idea

How simple it all is

How it is so simple

To change the world

As soon as you think differently

And all that is required

Is one pint

 

There was a time

I could have killed for one

I begged down the pub

For such a thing

And no one was willing

To buy my one

 

It was illuminating

There is no real charity

In this world

No one will buy you a pint

Even though they have the power

To buy you a house

 

Since then

My God

I’ve gone through

All possible neuroses

I have to say

I walk through flying

Because

There’s nothing

Alcohol can’t cure

 

Out of sight

Out of mind

Out of this world

Completely mad

Changing a whole world

In the process

Creating a whole world

In the process

All through alcohol

 

I’m sorry!

All you have ever achieved

Is total madness

That can only be cured through

Alcohol

Only then can we see the light of day

Only then can we see a way out

 

I don’t need to feel anything

I don’t need to even be alive

Oh, I need to live somewhere else

And create my own universe to live within

Where none of you would ever exist

 

Nothing alcohol can’t cure

 

 

And then this is World War Three

 

It is tea time

Would you like a cup of tea

My dear?

 

There is only one way to survive in this world

Fake it!

Pretend this is happiness

That you’re over the Moon

Whenever you just feel like torching the place down

To a crisp

 

Don’t patronize me you bastard!

Don’t patronize me you bitch!

I’ll have your head on a platter

In my dreams

Before this day is over

 

Roles are reversed in my dreams

I become the father figure

I become the mother figure

I become the tyrant

Controlling your entire life!

 

You have no idea

How dirty and twisted it all becomes

Shut your big mouth!

You are but powerless here

In my dreams

 

It is tea time

Would you like a cup of tea

My dear?

 

In the meantime

I’ll play the game

I’ll obey all your orders

I’ll answer to all your mind games

This insanity

Of all this world has been reduced to

 

I’ll be as fake

As this world requires me to be

 

Until

Until I can no longer contain it

Until

Until I can no longer contain anything

Until

I take control of this world

Until

I explode!

 

I will wipe that smug smile off your face!

I will hit you so hard!

You’ll never know what hit you!

And then you will wonder why

 

You are so clueless

I wonder sometimes

Which world are you living in?

To be so blind

To the consequences

Of such motherly love

Which can only provoke hell on Earth?

 

It is tea time

Would you like a cup of tea

My dear?

 

I can still contain myself

I can still control myself

I can still take it all in

Until boiling point

And yet

Smile to the world!

 

Not sure how long

I will be able to sustain it

Not sure how long

Before it all explodes

 

I’ll be as fake

As this world requires me to be

But only to a certain point

And then

This is World War Three

 

Any milk in your tea

Darling?

 

And then

This is World War Three

 

And what about sugar?

 

And then

This is World War Three

 

 

At another level

 

Of a whole wrecked existence

From here and there

In the here and now

Taking it all in

For posterity

Deeply buried and lost

Under the oceans of the world

 

One thousand years

All that is required

To vanish completely

From the face of the Earth

 

So much history

So little to say

Once all is forgotten

Up to the top of the pyramids

 

So in awe

No one will escape

We have chewed our wings

We can no longer fly

 

Higher scale universe

Lower scale universe

Could not even conceptualise

Expanding universes

 

Thinking Virtual

Creating Evolution

Modifying World

Life in the making

 

It was not meant to be for this humanity

Building wonders of the world through slavery

Perhaps the next humanity will leave a mark

Everlasting for an eternity

 

At another level

 

 

This bomb is about to explode!

 

A whole world of politics

A whole world of religions

A whole world of mass media

A whole world of wars

 

Click!

I have no more patience left

We have no more patience left

For any of you!

 

Don’t

Don’t stand

Don’t stand in my way

You will be wiped out!

 

So little I can still stand

So little patience I have left

It’s going to explode

Like right now!

 

You

You need to disappear

You need to shut up

I need never see or hear from you ever again

 

We will be heard

We will change this world

We will take control

We will somehow crush you

 

Talking for a whole world

Of salvation and hope

Some sort of meaning to this existence

We’re starving! We’re dying!

 

Of course we can’t think

Of course we can’t talk

Of course it is all useless

Of course no one hears us

 

And I’m tired

We are all tired

I have lost all patience

We have lost all patience

 

Until such time

That we will take back what is ours

Until such time

That when we speak, we will be heard

 

Change

Change is just about to take over the world

By such a storm

It will be described as a Tsunami

 

You

You need to disappear

You need to shut up

We need never see or hear from you ever again

 

We’re starving!

We’re dying!

 

Don’t

Don’t stand

Don’t stand in our way

You will be wiped out!

 

So little we can still stand

So little patience we have left

It’s going to explode

Like right now!

 

 

I need to be shot!

 

Never should you use my name in vain

And I thought I was extreme

Not extreme enough I see

I need to be shot

 

I’m at breaking point

I’ve reached all breaking points

I have no future, there’s no future

I need to be shot!

 

What in the world

Could possess me

To state such a thing?

I need to be shot!

 

My God!

I’m a converted

To such extreme ideas

As extinctionism

 

My God!

I’m the worst anarchist

Ever to fall upon your world

I preach extinctionism!

 

And I’m no lunatic

I preach with verb

I am also the born philosopher of humanity

I do need to be shot

 

As this is where this world

Has driven me

To the extinction

Of all there is under the sun

 

At this point

No

I care not

For anything else

 

You can forget everything

I have ever stated before

I’m all for a total

Humanity’s extinction

 

As this is where this world

Has driven me

To the extinction

Of all there is under the sun

 

I’m shocked!

I can’t believe!

I’ve reached that breaking point!

But well, what other point was I meant to reach?

 

Considering everything that is going on

Everyone who is in power

The destructiveness they bring upon this world

And such little hope

 

No hope at all

For a better life for anyone

For a better world for everyone

My god…

 

I’m the worst anarchist of your life

I’m the worst philosopher of this world

As I will singlehandedly bring about

The end of the world

 

All through logic

All through philosophical arguments

And I will be so wise

I will bring you such worthy arguments

I will eventually convince you all

To commit collective suicide

And annihilate this world

And that is why

 

I need to be shot!

 

 

Another Muslim in Prison ready for Export

 

Another Muslim in the dock

Another Muslim ready for prison

Another Muslim ready for export

 

I’m the Court Clerk

Sitting in front of the Court room

On my right is the prosecutor

On my left is some sort of an excuse for a defence counsel

God only knows how he came to be there

Probation officers on the right

Police officers on the extreme right

 

Another Muslim in the dock

Another long prison sentence

For lost souls of the world

What is it you did not understand about Allah?

What is it you could not understand about Jesus Christ?

Is it some sort of clash between cultures?

How did you find yourself in the dock again?

 

Is it out of desperation?

Discrimination?

Is it not possible to find a job?

To get money to survive?

Can’t you speak the language?

 

Muslims

An impossible integration

An impossible assimilation

An impossible annihilation

 

Do not expect anything from us

We have not changed our ways

For over 2000 years

And we don’t intend to change any time soon

 

I was there once

Fifteen years ago

An immigrant

Unable to speak the language

Unable to find a job

It took me a while

But I eventually got a job

Starting at the very bottom

Cashier at the International Airport

Until I came to be

Your Court Clerk

In this very Court room

Looking at you

Wondering

Poor soul

What has life driven you to

What have we all made of you

What have we driven you to

 

Another Muslim in the dock

Another Muslim ready for prison

Another Muslim ready for export

 

All wrapped up and ready for the cells

What was it this time?

What can we do to sort you out?

What can we do to sort ourselves out?

How can we change

So this can be avoided?

How can we integrate you?

If it is still possible

Nothing we are doing will help you now

We can only aggravate it all

Until such time

That we change

Our way of fencing you out of this life

Our way of rejecting you out of our life

 

Another Muslim in the dock

Another Muslim ready for export

After a long prison sentence

Probation officers sweating all over it

Prosecution counsel masturbating all over it

Police officers ejaculating all over it

Over puzzled Court Clerks and Judges

Wondering how Justice can best be served

Over such insanity

 

Another Muslim in the dock

Another Muslim ready for prison

Another Muslim ready for export

 

 

As your leader I swear to abuse all my powers

 

I don’t have much power in this world

But for all that it’s worth

For all that I am worth

And for all that this world is worth

I swear to abuse all my powers

 

Because I am meaningless

Because I am insignificant

Because I’m miserable

And committing suicide is just about

All that I thought I was worth

 

And now I have been offered the world on a platter

To dictate and control as I wish

I have been sworn

To take over the world

I swear to abuse all my powers

 

This is the path to leading the world

This is the meaning of leading the world

And I intend to be up to scale

Crushing you all on my way up

I swear to abuse all my powers

 

I never thought anything of you

Why should I?

Through deception I reached the top

Through lies I took office

I swear to abuse all my powers

 

You can’t help yourself

How would you suggest I help you?

You are wasted

How do you suggest I recycle you?

I swear to abuse all my powers

 

I am strong!

I can dictate!

I can order people!

I deserve power!

I swear to abuse all my powers!

 

I care nothing for you

I care nothing for the world

I don’t care for peace

I don’t care for wars

I swear to abuse all my powers

 

I am in office

I am your leader

I only serve my interests

Your failure is my success

I swear to abuse all my powers

 

Until death tears us apart

Until the economy becomes dust

Until war achieves its ultimate goal

Until no meaning remains of anyone’s existence

I swear to abuse all my powers

 

Thank you for electing me to office

I never had a hidden agenda

I was honest from the start

I never deceived you

I sworn to abuse all my powers

 

 

Power and control are at an hand

 

Today we feel powerful

Today we feel in control

Power and control are at an hand

 

As we see

All over the horizons of the world

As we see

What we have achieved

As we see

What needs to be done

And we see

How far we can go

 

Today we feel so powerful

Today we feel so in control

Power and control are at hand

 

As we know

The world

As we know

Who is not suited for power

As we know

That none of it matters

And we know

We can do it ourselves

 

Today we are in power

Today we are in control

Change is at hand

 

As we can

Dream it

As we can

Imagine it

As we can

Take over creation

And we can

Make it come true

 

Today we are so in power

Today we are so in control

We will change this world

 

Power and control are at an end

Power and control are at hand

We will change this world!

 

 

Stuck in a loop in one perfect moment in time

 

This one will be great

It is just not written yet

Tic Tac Tic Tac

 

 

 

Such perfect slaves taking over the world

 

I’m such a perfect slave

I am so submissive

I’m so helpful

They have no idea

The power boiling inside of me

 

Until

Until the day

Until the day it all explodes

 

As I’ll show the world

One way to live

It will be the way to live

To exist all over any nation

To explode all over the world!

 

Such a perfect slave

With inside of him

So much to explore

So much to think about

So much to see how

Everything can be

 

I can see it right now

Such an achievement

For such a puny slave

That this world will be

Forever changed

 

There is no such thing

As a third class citizen in this world

As we are all thinking hard

As we are all thinking of ways

To better this world

 

To escape it all

To rebuilt it all

On such a scale

As any slave can see

And think

And do

 

Such perfect slaves

Rethink the world

Such perfect slaves

Rebuild the world

Before all is gone

And after all is gone

 

Practical

Logical

We see this world as it is

We know how to conceptualise a world

As it is

As it should be

As it will be

 

They have no idea

Of what is boiling inside of us

Such perfect slaves

Are taking over the world!

 

 

So innocent we are

 

Am I talking

For so many nations

Am I talking

For you!

 

Yes Sir!

Yes Mam!

Whatever you say

It is done

 

As I have learned

To look so innocent

So clueless

As I have no brain

 

How is it possible

In such a world

That we have to pretend

To be of no intelligence

To be of no importance

To be so small

When we can

Potentially

Change the whole world?

 

One has to pretend

Up until a certain point

Where one has to act

And think the world that should be

 

So innocent

We all are

So powerful

We all are

 

As soon as we start thinking

As soon as we start acting

As soon as we feel it is time

As soon as we finally decide that’s it!

 

So innocent

We all look

So innocent

We all are

 

Until such time

That it is no longer possible

To pretend

 

Until such time

That one knows

Freedom is within reach

 

Then there is no more innocence

As perhaps there never was

 

So innocent we used to be

No longer

 

 

So happy I could just die

 

Here comes the second great depression

It is no concern of mine

Here comes another flu-plague

It is no concern of mine

War, famine and genocides worldwide

It is no concern of mine

This world is set on to self-destruct

It is no concern of mine

Here comes World War Three, we’ll all die

It is no concern of mine

 

I am so happy!

So happy!

So happy!

I could just die

 

How easily humanity’s problems

Can be forgotten

How easily governments’ worst decisions

Can be forgiven

Corruption and abuse of power

All gone out of my mind

Global plans to eradicate us all

Oops, I must have been paranoid

 

I am so happy!

So happy!

So happy!

I could just die

 

Being a simple civil servant

Being overworked

Being underpaid

Accomplishing miracles on a daily basis

So this world keeps turning

I am so happy!

 

Because

Just because

I am appreciated for who I am

I feel valued

I feel I make a difference

I feel like finally

For once

I matter

As a consequence

I feel I could just

Explode!

 

I am so happy!

So happy!

So happy!

I could just die

 

It was such hard work

I never thought I would reach that point

I never did before

No matter all the sacrifices

All the efforts in the world

Time seems to cure everything

I am so out of it

 

How long will it last?

How long can I sustain it?

Such euphoria

Before it is all over?

Before all breaks down?

 

I am so happy

So happy

So happy

I could just die

 

Maybe I should

Maybe I should

Maybe I should

Just die

 

 

I’m going Nuclear!

 

Look at this life

What an existence!

For a start

There are some trees here

Some bits of grass

I believe there are some pebbles

Around that corner

And so many grains of sand

Life is so wonderful!

In all its complexities

Such Happiness!

Such Joy!

Is choking me

 

Stop me!

Because

Because I am

Because I am going

Nuclear!

 

Every second

I still have to suffer this world

I learn somehow

To force myself

To live it

Whilst I so despise it

There are some shells

Around that corner

This is death!

I wish I was dead

It is choking me!

 

Stop me!

Because

Because I am

Because I am going

Nuclear!

 

Oh!

But there is so much love

In this world

So many people

Doing so much good

What do I care?

Have I found happiness?

Have I found peace?

Can I even breathe?

I am choking!

 

Stop me!

Because

Because I am

Because I am going

Nuclear!

 

I do not recognise

All that you have done

I cannot see

How great you are

I remain unimpressed

By humanity’s achievements

I feel so alone

I feel so betrayed

In your own bile

I am choking

 

Stop me!

Because

Because I am

Because I am going

Nuclear!

 

Every second I grow

Every second I expand

Along with everything else in the universe

Such expansion of all ideas

Of all minds

Should just about renew this world

Every second

And yet history

With its lack of imagination

Is simply

Choking me

 

Stop me!

Because

Because I am

Because I am going

Nuclear!

 

 

Think the new world and make it happen!

 

You people

Are so sedated

You people

Are so devoid of life

You might as well be dead

 

To this call

To this one call

To become alive

You must become alive!

 

See the world in front of you

This world belongs to you!

Stop complaining

Stop lamenting

 

Oh yes, everyone is dead

But you are still alive aren’t you?