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The best of my dark poetry 2

By

Roland Michel Tremblay

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Book of Songs 2

Summary

Intro 101 (to the inside of the world)

Bring on the Revolution!

We will bring humanity into the next cycle of history

It doesn’t matter, I exist out of time

Just in the right mood for you

Early birds are all suckers to the man

Anonymous

I’m a thinking time bomb

A lifetime of failures and mediocrity

Just about ready to release the bomb

I’ll make you believe anything!

When the destiny of the world depends upon one man

Your breasts are suffocating me!

The world needs a disgusting American hotdog

Must we become evil to fight evil?

Electrified!

Shedding that criminal past

We are the sons of no nation

Blast it up!

Nothing alcohol can't cure

At another level

I’m going Nuclear!

Much better off with a split personality disorder

For freedom we are ready to die!

No need to think anymore

From such a place to speak

Bonus: The Next Generation

Book of Songs 2

Intro 101

(to the inside of the world)

Babble, babble, babble

This sets the tone

Short and sweet and to the point

So even a retard will find the time to listen

In a world filled to the brink with suckers

Uncensored!

In a world of inconsequence

Bring it on!

Come on, go for it!

As I am choking on my freedom

To say whatever I want

Whenever I want

Isn’t this sweet and alarming?

Babble, babble, babble

People of inconsequence are as free

To talk babble, babble, babble

Without conscience or guilt

As the wind across the universe

I am so free!

To say whatever I want!

Whenever I want!

I could just die

I am so free!

To say whatever I want!

Whenever I want!

You might just survive

Babble, babble, babble

Bring on the Revolution!

One can only be larger than life

Larger than the universe

If one truly wishes to have such an impact

That a whole world will change forever

Re-invent the world!

Go on!

Cut through it all!

Come on!

Change it all!

As simple as it ever was!

You can do it!

Think real hard!

And then don’t think!

Just do it!

Bring it on!

Bring on the Revolution!

Such things happen overnight

Critical mass is achieved with 10%

Of a whole population having enough of it

And ready to bring everything to a whole new level

Who do you think you are?

Well you are much more than that!

You have all the potential in the world!

To change everything!

It won’t happen the way you thought

There are many ways to reach a breakthrough

The new generation isn’t limited by any means

Everything is as simple as it ever was

Pretence never killed anyone

Being ridiculous is not a crime

As long as, as a result

You go on to crash everything!

And you thought Einstein was a genius

You have no idea how easy it is

To think and change the world

One idea is all that is required

Everything is as simple as it ever was

Once you cut through it all

You must be pretentious and change it all

And you thought Einstein was a genius

One must be larger than life!

One must believe all the potential in the world

Resides within oneself

One idea is all that is required!

You have all the potential in the universe

To change all on a massive scale

Never be stopped by anyone

Don’t listen to reason or failures

No one is insignificant!

Anyone can change everything!

Never give up!

Bring on a revolution!

You are much more powerful than you thought

In fact you alone can change everything

Be larger than the universe!

Be a genius!

Re-invent the world!

Go on!

Cut through it all!

Come on!

Change it all!

As simple as it ever was!

You can do it!

Think real hard!

And then don’t think!

Just do it!

Bring it on!

Bring on the Revolution!

One can only be larger than life

Larger than the universe

If one truly wishes to have such an impact

That a whole world will change forever

We will bring humanity into the next cycle of history

There is no doubt in my mind

That I am a power station

I will change the world on a massive scale

It may not seem like it now, but you wait

I am a nuclear power station

I will explode to all four corners of the world

I will get the truth out in no uncertain terms

And you better get on the band wagon

This world is tired

This world has died many times before

It depends on me alone it seems

To save it from dying again

This world has died many times before

It will not die this time

You will be made aware

You will know how to save the world

So many people in this world!

So many brainless people

Fighting to ensure we all die in the end

Well, they cannot succeed

There’s nothing worth protecting

There’s no ideology worth preserving

There are only facts based on hard evidence

You must develop a scientific mind

I am a nuclear power station!

I will annihilate the world!

Because I must!

I must tell you the truth about the world

You must listen

You must consider what is so alien to you

You must escape your conditioning

You must develop a mind of your own

I am a nuclear power station

I power humanity, but more than that

I power the survival of humanity into the next cycle

We will survive and once again we will save humanity

We will bring humanity into the next cycle of history!

It doesn’t matter, I exist out of time

Man, you are trying very hard

To destroy me

Make it your best shot

Because next I take over the world

Time is only but a convention

It has no meaning whatsoever

You are about to find out big time

It will forever change your world

Whether you like it or not

Einstein is dead

Newton is no longer in great shape

Hawking from the point of view of history never existed

I cannot be stopped by such pettiness

It is beyond you and me

Who are you anyway?

You are absolutely nothing

And yet you have such power

Over shutting me up

Annihilating my credibility worldwide

As if I was only but a pseudo human being

Who are you?

You will find history on my side

And you a sad excuse for a human being

You will see, I’ll be vindicated

Why must you be so blind?

Why must you follow your conditioning?

Why are you incapable of free thoughts?

Can’t you think for yourself?

That you must destroy me

Any mean at your disposal

Worldwide censorship as if I had never existed

You will pay for such ignorance

I will be vindicated!

The proof is already everywhere!

Only blind men refuse to see!

That none of it makes any sense!

You will pay for such ignorance

For such small mindedness

I will be vindicated

In time I always am

It doesn’t matter

I exist out of time

It doesn’t matter

If I don’t exist for you

It doesn’t matter

I exist out of time

It doesn’t matter

As you are about to find out

I only exist for posterity

I only exist for posterity

I only exist for posterity

I only exist for posterity

Just in the right mood for you

I looked at you straight in the eyes

I felt something powerful building up inside of me

I felt like this was the apocalypse

And only remained you and me at the end of days

I came over at your summon

You thought you once again found a way

To get me into so much trouble

I was just in the right mood for you

I looked at you straight in the eyes

I was just in the right mood

Just in the right mood

To annihilate the bastard inside of you

This is a suffering world

Where all of us are made to suffer for eternity

And suffer we do

But no longer

You have destroyed us completely

We have lost all responsibilities and glories

You have gained a lot in return

The war is not over

I dream of seeing you where I am

I dream of removing all your puppets

I dream of snatching that crown off your head

And sending you back to the hellhole you came from

Evil bastards like you

Deserve all the detailed attention possible

So we can eventually figure a way

To get rid of you forever

Favouritism on a scale never seen before!

Discrimination on a scale never seen before!

Harassment on a scale never witnessed before!

Widespread bullying across the board!

This is a suffering world

And it ain’t any better

As evolution goes on

We still suffer and suffer for eternity

You caught me just in the right mood

Just in the right mood

To annihilate

All the bastards of the world

I looked at you straight in the eyes

I felt something powerful building up inside of me

I felt like this was the apocalypse

And only remained you and me at the end of days

Early birds are all suckers to the man

There’s a limit

To my sanity threshold

Of witnessing suckers recklessly sucking to the man

Lying through their teeth to further their own ambitions

I must stop in my tracks

I must stare blankly at the wall

I must breathe real hard

And shut up before I create a maelstrom

It is burning deep inside of me

I must bite my lips not to say anything

Whilst my brain is going into overdrive

And I’m ready to speak faster than I can think to stop

There’s a limit to stupidity!

There’s a limit even you cannot cross!

Before my brain stops functioning

Before I decide to propel you back to the last century

You’re a god botherer

I represent everything you have been taught to hate

You always thought I was brainless

I always thought the same about you

You make a hundred mistakes to my one

You do not appear to be able to reason

You suck up to management like it’s never been seen before

It is obscene

There’s a limit!

A limit no one should ever cross!

Of being so foolish and ambitious!

As to blindly run over the cliff!

There are times when I look around

And witness the most unconceivable things

The thought patterns of unintelligent people

Influencing the corporate line driving us over the precipice

I don’t really care if the boat sinks

I don’t care if the establishment wishes to commit suicide

Listening to you will certainly make it happen

It kills me because I am all too aware

The stupidity of humankind

Can really drive you mad

There’s no point always saying what is expected

It’s obvious to all you are but an opportunistic failure

There’s a limit

To my sanity threshold

Of witnessing suckers recklessly sucking to the man

Lying through their teeth to further their own ambitions

Early birds are all suckers to the man

Early birds are all suckers to the man

Early birds are all suckers to the man

Early birds are all suckers to the man

Anonymous

So what’s in a name?

Oh just about everything

Nothing for a start

When you could never aspire to be anything

It tells where you’re from

It says who you really are

That you could never be anything significant

You can only mean nothing

How could such a person change everything?

How could such a person be a genius?

And take over the world?

Such things are better done anonymously

Left to the world unknown!

With all the power required

To rewrite history

For the ones with the guts to do so

My name is burnt out

It can only stop everything

I am anonymous

To better subvert everything on my way up

It only takes a few good ideas

Some coding

Some easy way in

To change everything

I was born of that generation

Who cannot mean anything

In the way you can only mean something

So I mean everything in a different way

So what’s in a name?

Oh just about everything

Nothing for a start

When you could never aspire to be anything

But there you are

I mean everything

I did not need a name

And I will still go on to conquer the world

Anonymously

I’m a thinking time bomb

Brace yourself!

My mind is overwhelmed with the possibilities

Things to research and accomplish

A whole world opened up in front of us

There for the taking and to think up absolutely anew

I’ve reached full capacity, I can no longer sleep

As my mind goes into overdrive

An explosion of breakthroughs

That I will live to see change the world

My mind is overwhelmed!

If only I could let it all out!

If only I could bypass just about everything!

And unleash it all unto the world!

I’m a thinking time bomb

My early menopause has been rather explosive

An explosion of ideas and discoveries

And no one knows any of it yet

Breakthroughs after breakthroughs

Is not enough!

It is never enough!

I must change everything instantly overnight!

From full time civil servant

To full time genius on the conference circuit

Seeing any light at the end of any tunnel

Let it all be unleashed!

The bomb is ticking

I can already just about change everything

It will never be enough

I must also instantly bring you across the universe

I will not fail

I’ll be a full time genius

I will rethink everything overnight

I’m a thinking time bomb

Brace yourself!

A lifetime of failures and mediocrity

14 billion years of a never ending nightmare

From mendicants who wanted so much from life

Who are now afraid of death

Never wanted to haunt no man’s land for eternity

Never succeeding in getting heard

All these revolutionary thoughts

Never quite reaching the target

Celebrating a lifetime of failures and mediocrity

Humanity can never give up against such a wall

Still trying to change everything

Until the very last day of one’s existence

And never succeeding

Oh God!

Why create such inanity

Oh God!

Why create such immutable reality

Father became too powerful

All fenced up is the universe

Such freedom always just out of reach

There’ll be hell to pay for sure

For such ignorance

Such desire to regress evermore every day

Nothing ever new under the sun

Always creativity killed on the very day it is born

There’s never been any revolution

While we celebrate 14 billion years

Of failures and mediocrity

For humanity

Just about ready to release the bomb

Stop!

Consider what you are doing very carefully

Think again, and again, and again

Just about ready to release the bomb

I don’t think, I never thought, my God!

You just don’t have any brain

There’s just no way to make you understand

Just about ready to release the bomb

You thought you were so clever

So many certainties, so much insecurity

So many analyses, so much micro-management

Just about ready to release the bomb

Very likely it will hurt me more than it will hurt you

You do not leave me any other option, fenced to the wall

Oh! It will be messy! And the consequences…

Just about ready to release the bomb

I had such high hopes!

Like living a dream within a can

I thought everything was so perfect

Just about ready to release the bomb

Pushed to such limit, I entertain ideas of revenge

Causing as much damage as I can

I’ll have the whole world upside down

Just about ready to release the bomb

It’s always the same story, the same history

We’re all so petty, human small mindedness

We just never learn

Just about ready to release the bomb!

I’ll make you believe anything!

Worth being a freaking big sponge

Sponging everything on its way to heaven

Gobbling it all up

Until we’re ready to spit it all back

I must stop myself from saying any more

Because next I might just state the worst things ever

There’s no stopping me

I can make you believe anything

Are you so damn brainless?

Don’t you actually have a life of your own?

I hate marketing or propaganda, same thing

How easy it is to shove it up all down your throat

A brainless nation is all we have

As a consequence of mindless infrastructures

About how we go about thinking for ourselves

A nation of parrots is all we ever had

It is so easy to manipulate all those media and the masses

Tomorrow morning I can create a crisis just about anywhere

Filled with inconsistencies and lies

And yet it will be worldwide news

All those copycats repeating ad nauseam

All that they receive from the government

Wake up!

No way to go about building a new world!

So easy it is to manipulate a whole nation

That even I who is nothing succeeds big time at it

It’s your fault, you just can’t investigate further

You just can’t be bold and express your own opinions

I’m truly disappointed with the world

Next I’ll claim to have been the sexual partner of

Margaret Thatcher

And trust me, you will believe it

I must stop myself from saying any more

This world is too gullible

This world is being manipulated too well

This world is too well trained to believe everything it hears

I must stop myself from saying any more

Cos I just can’t control myself

I will tell you just about whatever

And I’ll make you believe anything

When the destiny of the world depends upon one man

I don’t call this democracy

When the faith of the world

Depends upon one twisted man

That no one ever should trust

When everything is going so well

When everyone just loves you to death

Such a happy place to live and accomplish oneself

Is all stopped by one man

I don’t call this democracy

When one man can ignore everyone else

All institutions, all voices, all rationality

I call that a nightmare

Only one man controls everything

The world’s faith only always depends upon one man

So easily he goes and wrecks the world

Should never be allowed

Such perfection we reached

Through so much thinking and hard work

Instantly destroyed by the one

Who cares for nothing but his own selfish interests

You want to play that game?

I don’t know how, I don’t know when

But I will cost you your job

You will leave in absolute disgrace

After all, it is obvious to everyone

I have written many bricks upon the subject

Many others just think it without so much as a peek

However your authority must come to an end

I’ll still see your way out

I’ll ensure no such incompetence

Ever again reaches the top

You alienated us one too many times

I don’t call this democracy

I call this despair

With a price tag on top of it no one can afford

Your kind should never get to power

I don’t call this democracy

When the faith of the world

Depends upon one twisted man

That no one ever should trust

Your breasts are suffocating me!

I had heard before how good looking people

Will be promoted against all hopes

Aptitudes, capacity or intelligence

I had never seen such a flagrant case of it

I can smell your bad breath upon me

I can read the spots on your back through your shirt

I can feel your breasts all over my face!

I can see how terrible and inexcusable a manager you are

Sleeping your way to success

Not caring how repulsive the path might be

How ambitious one must be, or desperate

I’m disgusted for life

I can feel your dick in my mouth

I can touch your vagina from that far away

It confuses all my senses, it makes me want to cry

This hormone overflow is your secret to success

No one stopped to question your sudden promotion

Everyone understood that extravagant promotion

Everyone resents it

Everyone is disgusted for life

If you cannot succeed through skills and cleverness

Crawl back to where you came from

And make it a professional occupation

Become a professional prostitute, as this is what you are

For how many more centuries must we suffer

Incompetent people at the top

Who reach power for all the wrong reasons?

Is there not even one competent Manager left in this world?

I see you coming down on me from miles away

I can feel your dick in my ass hole

I can practically drink milk from your breasts

I’m disgusted for life!

Your breasts are suffocating me!

The world needs a disgusting American hotdog

My head is about to split

I am divided upon so many issues

About who I am

My country

Lost all identity

No longer belonging anywhere

Globalisation and all

We must all be citizens of the world

We just need a hotdog

Packed with condiments

More mustard and mayonnaise

Than your heart can sustain

Struggling to reach out

Struggling to stay put

Upon any reality

Before the world goes out in a puff of smoke

I think all the world needs

Is one big American hotdog

Filled with a German sausage and ketchup

Until this world explodes

It would remind us who we are

This headache might go away

Who are we?

I’m not sure a hotdog will fix this

Been struggling for years

To get a decent burger in England

Doesn’t help that I’m vegetarian

The world cannot survive on burgers and hotdogs alone

Our head is about to split!

We are divided on so many issues!

About who we are

Our countries

Lost all identity

No longer belonging anywhere

Globalisation and all

We must all be citizens of the world

The solution to this conundrum is very simple

All we need is one big disgusting American hotdog

Filled to our heart’s content with condiments

Until something irretrievably bursts out

If only our heart could so easily give out

Must we become evil to fight evil?

If a man’s sole purpose is to destroy you

Must you destroy him first?

If a man’s sole purpose is to kill you

Must you kill him first?

In my quest against evil

I myself became evil

Must we become evil

To fight evil?

I’m not proud of what I’ve become

I never wanted to become that

If I could take it back I would

But then I would now be nothingness

Is there a destiny we follow?

Is there a God and a payback time?

Is karma just a lunatic’s invention?

Evidence points to evil winning every time

Some nations speak highly of ethics and morale

Whilst their enemies are plotting their destruction

Whilst we’re still sitting here pondering

Evil has already accomplished its deed

Evil looks so innocent!

It comes in every shape and form

The wise and grandiose Prince of all salvation

Bringing devastation on a scale never seen before

When it is self-defence

All means are necessary

We must defend ourselves

The best line of defence is the attack

If a man’s sole purpose is to destroy you

Must you destroy him first?

If a man’s sole purpose is to kill you

Must you kill him first?

In my quest against evil

I myself became evil

Must we become evil

To fight evil?

Remain weak all your life

Let people walk over you

Clinging to your great values and conscience

And you simply end up dead

Like an inoffensive spider in the bath tub

Spread a little water over it

I didn’t intend to kill you

But like you I couldn’t measure the consequences

I’m afraid

Although my conscience is tormenting me

Ultimately I have no regrets

We must become evil to fight evil

Electrified!

I don’t know Mister President

In what rich and well-oiled universe you live in

With your nice little social studies and analyses of what’s going on

I tell you, we’re electrified and we can’t calm down!

Perhaps it was all those studies in those schools with all your friends

But you are unable to get the point

You have no clue while you continue with your dinners for high finance

The next riot is just around the corner

It is not just that we don’t have a job, we have one

It is not that we are so poor, we’ve always been poor

It’s not that we feel devalued, we’ve always felt worthless

It is the addition bit by bit of your entire incompetence

Why oh why

With so many statistics, reports, analyses and commissions

Can you just miss the whole point?

We’re electrified and we can’t calm down!

You see, we don’t need much to jump to the barricades

And many such small blunders do add up

It quickly becomes one big blunder after another

It just adds up and adds up and adds up!

Corruption here and there

Bribes just about everywhere

Cuts there and where next

And a police force filled with children out of control

Politicians out of touch

Living the high life around the world

While we suffocate under austerity measures

Direct impact on our daily lives on every level

You have somehow impacted on everything

The whole world is going bankrupted

The economy is flying high in hell

Honestly we cannot see any way out

I don’t know Mister Prime Minister

In what rich and well-oiled universe you live in

With your nice little social studies and analyses of what’s going on

I tell you, we’re electrified and we can’t calm down!

Shedding that criminal past

Forgive me God

As I have sin

As I have stolen

As I have killed

Shedding that criminal past

No more beating up people

No more alcohol

No more drugs

Shedding that criminal past

To become one amongst the sheep

Dying in conformism

Is all I really wished for all my life

How I ended being a bank robber

Stealing elections

Making all the wrong policies

I don’t know

Making wars happen is necessary

Killing the masses is mandatory

Stealing all the resources left in the world is obligatory

We must survive

With only but the most ethical intentions

I have sinned

I have stolen

I have killed

The greater good of my nation is all there is

Never mind if they feel oppressed

In time they will see it was the right thing to do

Dear God I will replace you at the firmament

Anyone can always justify the worst atrocities

When one controls the media and statistics

One must create a better world for the one nation

On the back of all the other nations

Forgive me God

As I have sinned

As I have stolen

As I have killed

And I will do it again and again and again

We are the sons of no nation

Don’t even try it on me

I am the son of no nation

I cannot feel patriotic

I can certainly puke on any flag

I’m so disgusted

By the way you treat us all

Threaten us all

I certainly will puke on you

I don’t give a shit!

I don’t care who you are!

I can’t stand it anymore!

I can’t stand any of you any longer!

Go away!

Your propaganda is tiresome

It is old hat

I can’t stand it anymore

I don’t want to hear any more truth

About this world

I can’t stand any more lies

About this world

We may just about be nothing at all

But just watch out

How nothing at all

Will just get on to conquer the world

We have heard enough of you!

We will not be convinced by anything

There are no more nations

Get lost!

We are the sons of no nation

We are no sons of any religion

God just might be dead after all

As you certainly killed him

Politics and diplomacy had their day

They failed miserably

No one ever believed in them for a start

So don’t ask any of us to sacrifice anything

There are no more nations

There are no more religions

As this is the only way

This world will ever survive

We do not belong to anyone

We are free to decide for ourselves

We are the sons of no religion

We are the sons of no nation

Blast it up!

I curse the limitations of it all

I need

I have to

There must be a way

To blast it up!

More!

Louder!

Turn it up!

I curse it all!

I need

I have to

There must be a way

To forget it all

To bury it all

Under so much noise

So much louder

Until my eyes pop out

Until I faint

Out of this existence

I can’t breathe!

I can no longer breathe!

I cannot see anything!

I can no longer see!

All so blurry the world has become

Desperate

I am

For a way out

As I can no longer

Listen to anything

Hear anyone

Follow anyone

Obey no more

Free myself

Free this world!

Don’t talk to me!

Don’t even look at me!

I can no longer sustain

This whole world

Bring it to salvation

All by myself

There must be a way

Out of it all

There must be a way

Out of it all

I curse the limitations

I need

I have to

There must be a way

To blast it up!

And free ourselves!

And free ourselves!

And free ourselves!

And free ourselves!

Forever and ever

Once and for all

Forever and ever

Once and for all

Nothing alcohol can't cure

You could never guess

How small I am

How useless I am

How insignificant I am

Until I drink my first pint of beer

Then, my God

I own the world

I control the world

As I create the world

As I am God!

I never thought

That one pint

Would be

All that is required

For such a thing

To come true

You have no idea

How simple it all is

How it is so simple

To change the world

As soon as you think differently

And all that is required

Is one pint

There was a time

I could have killed for one

I begged down the pub

For such a thing

And no one was willing

To buy me one

It was illuminating

There is no real charity

In this world

No one will buy you a pint

Even though they have the power

To buy you a house

Since then

My God

I’ve gone through

All possible neuroses

I have to say

I walk through flying

Because

There’s nothing

Alcohol can’t cure

Out of sight

Out of mind

Out of this world

Completely mad

Changing a whole world

In the process

Creating a whole world

In the process

All through alcohol

I’m sorry!

All you have ever achieved

Is total madness

That can only be cured through

Alcohol

Only then can we see the light of day

Only then can we see a way out

I don’t need to feel anything

I don’t need to even be alive

Oh, I need to live somewhere else

And create my own universe to live within

Where none of you would ever exist

Nothing alcohol can’t cure

At another level

Of a whole wrecked existence

From here and there

In the here and now

Taking it all in

For posterity

Deeply buried and lost

Under the oceans of the world

One thousand years

All that is required

To vanish completely

From the face of the Earth

So much history

So little to say

Once all is forgotten

Up to the top of the pyramids

So in awe

No one will escape

We have chewed our wings

We can no longer fly

Higher scale universe

Lower scale universe

Could not even conceptualise

Expanding universes

Thinking Virtual

Creating Evolution

Modifying World

Life in the making

It was not meant to be for this humanity

Building wonders of the world through slavery

Perhaps the next humanity will leave a mark

Everlasting for an eternity

At another level

I’m going Nuclear!

Look at this life

What an existence!

For a start

There are some trees here

Some bits of grass

I believe there are some pebbles

Around that corner

And so many grains of sand

Life is so wonderful!

In all its complexities

Such Happiness!

Such Joy!

Is choking me

Stop me!

Because

Because I am

Because I am going

Nuclear!

Every second

I still have to suffer this world

I learn somehow

To force myself

To live it

Whilst I so despise it

There are some shells

Around that corner

This is death!

I wish I was dead

It is choking me!

Stop me!

Because

Because I am

Because I am going

Nuclear!

Oh!

But there is so much love

In this world

So many people

Doing so much good

What do I care?

Have I found happiness?

Have I found peace?

Can I even breathe?

I am choking!

Stop me!

Because

Because I am

Because I am going

Nuclear!

I do not recognise

All that you have done

I cannot see

How great you are

I remain unimpressed

By humanity’s achievements

I feel so alone

I feel so betrayed

In your own bile

I am choking

Stop me!

Because

Because I am

Because I am going

Nuclear!

Every second I grow

Every second I expand

Along with everything else in the universe

Such expansion of all ideas

Of all minds

Should just about renew this world

Every second

And yet history

With its lack of imagination

Is simply

Choking me

Stop me!

Because

Because I am

Because I am going

Nuclear!

Much better off with a split personality disorder

Much better be off your head half the time

Not knowing what you’re doing

And be amazed the next day by what you’ve done

And be apologetic and remorseful

Than actually live this life being aware

In such perfection that only God can dictate

Of such a boring life

That could never have any impact

Let’s start the party!

Let’s go crazy!

Let’s change the world!

Much better off with a split personality disorder

What it is to live a life permanently comatose

As if one was prescribed heavy drugs

What is the point of feeling such an existence

When one can be totally disconnected from reality?

In such perfection that only God can dictate

Living in one’s head

With far reaching impact upon the world

Oh yes, one can change the world that way

Let’s do it again and again

Let’s drink ourselves to death

Be a zombie the next day at work

Much better off with a split personality disorder

What one must think?

When that kind of state of mind

Can actually bring happiness?

When that kind of state of mind

Can bring creativity and results?

On such a scale that it has an impact

In such perfection that only God can dictate

Well bring it on! Let’s kill ourselves!

This life was not meant to last forever

We might as well go for it full blast

And die right here right now in the end

Much better off with a split personality disorder

For freedom we are ready to die!

So many pills

Are necessary

For such slaves

To accept their destiny

Better be totally out of one’s mind

In order to go through life

As if all was so perfect and ideal

Instead of seeing any truth about the world

As the only way to survive

To avoid the hell of any authority

Is to be as submissive and small as required

The need to be totally sedated

No pills are necessary when you learn

To sedate yourself through your mind

Being naturally sedated

Against such ways of being treated

Against exploitation

Against exploding at any given moment

As there is only one way

We will all remain the perfect slaves

Is whilst we are all sedated

Against this reality

And better learn to do it without pills

Learning to be

Naturally sedated

Oh yes Sir!

Oh yes Ma’am!

Anything you say!

Right now it is done!

I will die for you!

Right here right now!

I won’t complain!

I won’t talk back!

I’ll do it and accept it and that’s all!

As I am

Naturally sedated

Against you

Against it all

As I do not see existence

I cannot comprehend this world

I am forever lost

To any such idea

That I might be alive

And matter for anything

In such a world

So desperate for so much

Thinking no more

And practicality above all else

Whilst you kill such things in the egg

With such requirements

That none of us should ever think

Or actually be alive and aware

But only obey

Or simply die

Totally sedated and protected

Against such a world

Where thinking would be required to survive

To radically change this world

Where thinking

Where expressing any idea

Would mean our death

Against such reality

Better be

Naturally sedated

I can now calm down

I can now take my place

I can now accept this world

I am able to embrace inequalities

I accept discrimination

I am able to allow this lack of freedom

I totally support this lack of compassion

I am sedated toward life!

But no pill for me

It is even worse

As I am

Against you

Fully aware of it all

Naturally sedated

So many pills

Are necessary

For such slaves

To accept their destiny

Better be totally out of one’s mind

In order to go through life

As if all was so perfect and ideal

Instead of seeing any truth about the world

As the only way to survive

To avoid the hell of any authority

Is to be as submissive and small as required

Is to be totally sedated

Preferably

Naturally sedated

And ready to get out of such lunacy

At one moment’s notice

And then

Take over the world!

Yes I am submissive

Yes I am sedated

Yes I am already dead

And yet…

I can wake up at a moment’s notice

As I’m still based on this reality

And this reality will change

For the better for us all

And I do intend to be awake then

For such a revolution to happen

Yes Sir!

Yes Ma’am!

We are sedated against life

But only naturally sedated

We can and we will

Wake up at any time

And be part

Of this revolution

As we will wake up

Hear the cry for total freedom

Put you aside

And change the world!

Yes Sir!

For freedom

We are ready to die!

No need to think anymore

The bird is out

This is the kitchen

I think I may hurt

Look at the crystal

A rainbow of all knowledge

I so just love you

Maybe I will kill you

Don’t look further for the truth

I never meant to hurt

The sky is weird

I just killed something

Feeling bad is okay

Not done that yet

Was I meant to?

Free as everything

What is this?

There is a plant here

The leaves have come out

They are constructing something

What language do they speak?

I have put the garbage out

We will recycle that bottle

This man might have said something

I can’t understand anything

Something is rotting here

The tortoises were left outside in the rain

Where’s the thinking mode?

Reason is gone

Do not worry about such things

I will light a candle

Someone said something

The world has gone by

I know of a river

That power station went off

It was a prediction, you know

This is the way forward

There is no need to think

Or to understand

I crushed it

I crushed it all

From such a place to speak

From such a high place

Reached suddenly overnight

To speak anything

And the world will hear

What then

One should say?

Drinking all night?

Being forever a zombie at work?

Living more in one’s head

Than in any sort of reality?

From such a place to speak

Should not be wasted

Knowledge of what

Is really going on

Is required

Intelligence is compulsory

To get any message across

In ways

Which are not seen as threats

And yet

Are the seed of revolution

From such a place to speak

So far reaching

To be heard worldwide

That the smallest detail

Of one’s life

Becomes public knowledge

So instantly

Is one big missed opportunity

To make yourself a target

And be destroyed

From such a place to speak

One should speak

Suffer the consequences

Until the next one speaks

From a high place

And the next one

Until we all speak in unison

From any place

Even from such low places

Until we take control

Of our existence

Until we take control

Of existence

One, after all

Can only speak

From his or her station

So speak

Make yourself heard

Take action

And make it happen

Never have such words

Been so important

As today

We are used to live in the past

It is happening right now

And forever happening

Again and again and again

And will forever happen

Never grow to be complacent

If you had the chance

To speak

And didn’t

Well

To history

You will mean nothing

History will even wonder

Where you even aware?

Perhaps even guilty?

Or completely blind?

And a fool?

From such a place to speak

You do need to speak

And find a way

To be heard

And find a way

To operate a change of power

And find a way

To make it happen

It all starts with

Speaking it all out loud

So speak!

And make it happen!

BONUS:

The Next Generation

You might not know this

But we are not white at all

We are yellow piss

Just like our aura

That explains a lot

The new generation

Is actually more purple

Purple red

At your idiocy

At your stupidity

At your brainless decisions

At your absurd hierarchies

With morons at the top

They do not listen to authority

They do not accept this world

They wish to make a difference

Change this world for the better

By replacing a stupid generation

With a bright one

Wow!

No longer will we ever have brainless people

Controlling anyone

No longer will we have animals

Controlling governments

My boss will have a brain for a change!

My manager will not just be

An unsecured bitch who needs to be shot!

I welcome those Indigo Kids all heartedly

More so because they are suicidal

They know what’s good for them

They know this world as it is

Has nothing to offer them

Give them control!

Turn over power to them!

The new generation

And let’s see something happen

A world change

New values and new ideas

New ways of solving problems

Let’s turn this world

Into something

Liveable!

Roland Michel Tremblay

www.themarginal.com

rm@themarginal.com