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Book of Songs 2
Summary
Intro 101 (to the inside of the world)
We will bring humanity into the next
cycle of history
It doesn’t
matter, I exist out of time
Just in the right mood for you
Early birds are all suckers to the
man
A lifetime of failures and mediocrity
Just about ready to release the bomb
I’ll make
you believe anything!
When the destiny of the world depends
upon one man
Your
breasts are suffocating me!
The world needs a disgusting American
hotdog
Must we become evil to fight evil?
Much better off with a split
personality disorder
For freedom
we are ready to die!
Bonus: The Next Generation
Book of Songs 2
(to
the inside of the world)
Babble, babble,
babble
This sets the
tone
Short and sweet
and to the point
So even a
retard will find the time to listen
In a world
filled to the brink with suckers
Uncensored!
In a world of
inconsequence
Bring it on!
Come on, go for
it!
As I am choking
on my freedom
To say whatever
I want
Whenever I want
Isn’t this
sweet and alarming?
Babble, babble,
babble
People of
inconsequence are as free
To talk babble,
babble, babble
Without
conscience or guilt
As the wind
across the universe
I am so free!
To say whatever
I want!
Whenever I want!
I could just
die
I am so free!
To say whatever
I want!
Whenever I want!
You might just
survive
Babble, babble,
babble
Bring on the Revolution!
One can only be larger than life
Larger than the universe
If one truly wishes to have such an impact
That a whole world will change forever
Re-invent the world!
Go on!
Cut through it all!
Come on!
Change it all!
As simple as it ever was!
You can do it!
Think real hard!
And then don’t think!
Just do it!
Bring it on!
Bring on the Revolution!
Such things happen overnight
Critical mass is achieved with 10%
Of a whole population having enough of it
And ready to bring everything to a whole new
level
Who do you think you are?
Well you are much more than that!
You have all the potential in the world!
To change everything!
It won’t happen the way you thought
There are many ways to reach a breakthrough
The new generation isn’t limited by any
means
Everything is as simple as it ever was
Pretence never killed anyone
Being ridiculous is not a crime
As long as, as a result
You go on to crash everything!
And you thought Einstein was a genius
You have no idea how easy it is
To think and change the world
One idea is all that is required
Everything is as simple as it ever was
Once you cut through it all
You must be pretentious and change it all
And you thought Einstein was a genius
One must be larger than life!
One must believe all the potential in the
world
Resides within oneself
One idea is all that is required!
You have all the potential in the universe
To change all on a massive scale
Never be stopped by anyone
Don’t listen to reason or failures
No one is insignificant!
Anyone can change everything!
Never give up!
Bring on a revolution!
You are much more powerful than you thought
In fact you alone can change everything
Be larger than the universe!
Be a genius!
Re-invent the world!
Go on!
Cut through it all!
Come on!
Change it all!
As simple as it ever was!
You can do it!
Think real hard!
And then don’t think!
Just do it!
Bring it on!
Bring on the Revolution!
One can only be larger than life
Larger than the universe
If one truly wishes to have such an impact
That a whole world will change forever
We will bring humanity into
the next cycle of history
There is no doubt in my mind
That I am a power station
I will change the world on a massive scale
It may not seem like it now, but you wait
I am a nuclear power station
I will explode to all four corners of the
world
I will get the truth out in no uncertain
terms
And you better get on the band wagon
This world is tired
This world has died many times before
It depends on me alone it seems
To save it from dying again
This world has died many times before
It will not die this time
You will be made aware
You will know how to save the world
So many people in this world!
So many brainless people
Fighting to ensure we all die in the end
Well, they cannot succeed
There’s nothing worth protecting
There’s no ideology worth preserving
There are only facts based on hard evidence
You must develop a scientific mind
I am a nuclear power station!
I will annihilate the world!
Because I must!
I must tell you the truth about the world
You must listen
You must consider what is so alien to you
You must escape your conditioning
You must develop a mind of your own
I am a nuclear power station
I power humanity, but more than that
I power the survival of humanity into the
next cycle
We will survive and once again we will save
humanity
We will bring humanity into the next cycle
of history!
It doesn’t matter, I exist out of
time
Man, you are trying very hard
To destroy me
Make it your best shot
Because next I take over the world
Time is only but a convention
It has no meaning whatsoever
You are about to find out big time
It will forever change your world
Whether you like it or not
Einstein is dead
Newton is no longer in great shape
Hawking from the point of view of history
never existed
I cannot be stopped by such pettiness
It is beyond you and me
Who are you anyway?
You are absolutely nothing
And yet you have such power
Over shutting me up
Annihilating my credibility worldwide
As if I was only but a pseudo human being
Who are you?
You will find history on my side
And you a sad excuse for a human being
You will see, I’ll be vindicated
Why must you be so blind?
Why must you follow your conditioning?
Why are you incapable of free thoughts?
Can’t you think for yourself?
That you must destroy me
Any mean at your disposal
Worldwide censorship as if I had never existed
You will pay for such ignorance
I will be vindicated!
The proof is already everywhere!
Only blind men refuse to see!
That none of it makes any sense!
You will pay for such ignorance
For such small mindedness
I will be vindicated
In time I always am
It doesn’t matter
I exist out of time
It doesn’t matter
If I don’t exist for you
It doesn’t matter
I exist out of time
It doesn’t matter
As you are about to find out
I only exist for posterity
I only exist for posterity
I only exist for posterity
I only exist for posterity
Just in the right mood for you
I looked at you straight in the eyes
I felt something powerful building up inside
of me
I felt like this was the apocalypse
And only remained you and me at the end of
days
I came over at your summon
You thought you once again found a way
To get me into so much trouble
I was just in the right mood for you
I looked at you straight in the eyes
I was just in the right mood
Just in the right mood
To annihilate the bastard inside of you
This is a suffering world
Where all of us are made to suffer for
eternity
And suffer we do
But no longer
You have destroyed us completely
We have lost all responsibilities and
glories
You have gained a lot in return
The war is not over
I dream of seeing you where I am
I dream of removing all your puppets
I dream of snatching that crown off your
head
And sending you back to the hellhole you
came from
Evil bastards like you
Deserve all the detailed attention possible
So we can eventually figure a way
To get rid of you forever
Favouritism on a scale never seen before!
Discrimination on a scale never seen before!
Harassment on a scale never witnessed
before!
Widespread bullying across the board!
This is a suffering world
And it ain’t any better
As evolution goes on
We still suffer and suffer for eternity
You caught me just in the right mood
Just in the right mood
To annihilate
All the bastards of the world
I looked at you straight in the eyes
I felt something powerful building up inside
of me
I felt like this was the apocalypse
And only remained you and me at the end of
days
Early birds are all suckers
to the man
There’s a limit
To my sanity threshold
Of witnessing suckers recklessly sucking to
the man
Lying through their teeth to further their
own ambitions
I must stop in my tracks
I must stare blankly at the wall
I must breathe real hard
And shut up before I create a maelstrom
It is burning deep inside of me
I must bite my lips not to say anything
Whilst my brain is going into overdrive
And I’m ready to speak faster than I can
think to stop
There’s a limit to stupidity!
There’s a limit even you cannot cross!
Before my brain stops functioning
Before I decide to propel you back to the
last century
You’re a god botherer
I represent everything you have been taught to
hate
You always thought I was brainless
I always thought the same about you
You make a hundred mistakes to my one
You do not appear to be able to reason
You suck up to management like it’s never
been seen before
It is obscene
There’s a limit!
A limit no one should ever cross!
Of being so foolish and ambitious!
As to blindly run over the cliff!
There are times when I look around
And witness the most unconceivable things
The thought patterns of unintelligent people
Influencing the corporate line driving us
over the precipice
I don’t really care if the boat sinks
I don’t care if the establishment wishes to
commit suicide
Listening to you will certainly make it
happen
It kills me because I am all too aware
The stupidity of humankind
Can really drive you mad
There’s no point always saying what is
expected
It’s obvious to all you are but an
opportunistic failure
There’s a limit
To my sanity threshold
Of witnessing suckers recklessly sucking to
the man
Lying through their teeth to further their
own ambitions
Early birds are all suckers to the man
Early birds are all suckers to the man
Early birds are all suckers to the man
Early birds are all suckers to the man
So what’s in a name?
Oh just about everything
Nothing for a start
When you could never aspire to be anything
It tells where you’re from
It says who you really are
That you could never be anything significant
You can only mean nothing
How could such a person change everything?
How could such a person be a genius?
And take over the world?
Such things are better done anonymously
Left to the world unknown!
With all the power required
To rewrite history
For the ones with the guts to do so
My name is burnt out
It can only stop everything
I am anonymous
To better subvert everything on my way up
It only takes a few good ideas
Some coding
Some easy way in
To change everything
I was born of that generation
Who cannot mean anything
In the way you can only mean something
So I mean everything in a different way
So what’s in a name?
Oh just about everything
Nothing for a start
When you could never aspire to be anything
But there you are
I mean everything
I did not need a name
And I will still go on to conquer the world
Anonymously
Brace yourself!
My mind is overwhelmed with the
possibilities
Things to research and accomplish
A whole world opened up in front of us
There for the taking and to think up
absolutely anew
I’ve reached full capacity, I can no longer
sleep
As my mind goes into overdrive
An explosion of breakthroughs
That I will live to see change the world
My mind is overwhelmed!
If only I could let it all out!
If only I could bypass just about
everything!
And unleash it all unto the world!
I’m a thinking time bomb
My early menopause has been rather explosive
An explosion of ideas and discoveries
And no one knows any of it yet
Breakthroughs after breakthroughs
Is not enough!
It is never enough!
I must change everything instantly
overnight!
From full time civil servant
To full time genius on the conference
circuit
Seeing any light at the end of any tunnel
Let it all be unleashed!
The bomb is ticking
I can already just about change everything
It will never be enough
I must also instantly bring you across the
universe
I will not fail
I’ll be a full time genius
I will rethink everything overnight
I’m a thinking time bomb
Brace yourself!
A lifetime of failures and
mediocrity
14 billion years of a never ending nightmare
From mendicants who wanted so much from life
Who are now afraid of death
Never wanted to haunt no man’s land for
eternity
Never succeeding in getting heard
All these revolutionary thoughts
Never quite reaching the target
Celebrating a lifetime of failures and
mediocrity
Humanity can never give up against such a
wall
Still trying to change everything
Until the very last day of one’s existence
And never succeeding
Oh God!
Why create such inanity
Oh God!
Why create such immutable reality
Father became too powerful
All fenced up is the universe
Such freedom always just out of reach
There’ll be hell to pay for sure
For such ignorance
Such desire to regress evermore every day
Nothing ever new under the sun
Always creativity killed on the very day it
is born
There’s never been any revolution
While we celebrate 14 billion years
Of failures and mediocrity
For humanity
Just about ready to release
the bomb
Stop!
Consider what you are doing very
carefully
Think again, and again, and again
Just about ready to release the bomb
I don’t think, I never thought, my God!
You just don’t have any brain
There’s just no way to make you
understand
Just about ready to release the bomb
You thought you were so clever
So many certainties, so much insecurity
So many analyses, so much
micro-management
Just about ready to release the bomb
Very likely it will hurt me more than it
will hurt you
You do not leave me any other option,
fenced to the wall
Oh! It will be messy! And the
consequences…
Just about ready to release the bomb
I had such high hopes!
Like living a dream within a can
I thought everything was so perfect
Just about ready to release the bomb
Pushed to such limit, I entertain ideas
of revenge
Causing as much damage as I can
I’ll have the whole world upside down
Just about ready to release the bomb
It’s always the same story, the same
history
We’re all so petty, human small
mindedness
We just never learn
Just about ready to release the bomb!
I’ll
make you believe anything!
Worth being a freaking big sponge
Sponging everything on its way to heaven
Gobbling it all up
Until we’re ready to spit it all back
I must stop myself from saying any more
Because next I might just state the worst
things ever
There’s no stopping me
I can make you believe anything
Are you so damn brainless?
Don’t you actually have a life of your
own?
I hate marketing or propaganda, same
thing
How easy it is to shove it up all down
your throat
A brainless nation is all we have
As a consequence of mindless
infrastructures
About how we go about thinking for
ourselves
A nation of parrots is all we ever had
It is so easy to manipulate all those
media and the masses
Tomorrow morning I can create a crisis
just about anywhere
Filled with inconsistencies and lies
And yet it will be worldwide news
All those copycats repeating ad nauseam
All that they receive from the government
Wake up!
No way to go about building a new world!
So easy it is to manipulate a whole
nation
That even I who is nothing succeeds big
time at it
It’s your fault, you just can’t
investigate further
You just can’t be bold and express your
own opinions
I’m truly disappointed with the world
Next I’ll claim to have been the sexual
partner of
Margaret Thatcher
And trust me, you will believe it
I must stop myself from saying any more
This world is too gullible
This world is being manipulated too well
This world is too well trained to believe
everything it hears
I must stop myself from saying any more
Cos I just can’t control myself
I will tell you just about whatever
And I’ll make you believe anything
When the destiny of the world
depends upon one man
I don’t call this democracy
When the faith of the world
Depends upon one twisted man
That no one ever should trust
When everything is going so well
When everyone just loves you to death
Such a happy place to live and accomplish
oneself
Is all stopped by one man
I don’t call this democracy
When one man can ignore everyone else
All institutions, all voices, all
rationality
I call that a nightmare
Only one man controls everything
The world’s faith only always depends
upon one man
So easily he goes and wrecks the world
Should never be allowed
Such perfection we reached
Through so much thinking and hard work
Instantly destroyed by the one
Who cares for nothing but his own selfish
interests
You want to play that game?
I don’t know how, I don’t know when
But I will cost you your job
You will leave in absolute disgrace
After all, it is obvious to everyone
I have written many bricks upon the
subject
Many others just think it without so much as a peek
However your authority must come to an
end
I’ll still see your way out
I’ll ensure no such incompetence
Ever again reaches the top
You alienated us one too many times
I don’t call this democracy
I call this despair
With a price tag on top of it no one can
afford
Your kind should never get to power
I don’t call this democracy
When the faith of the world
Depends upon one twisted man
That no one ever should trust
Your
breasts are suffocating me!
I had heard before how good looking
people
Will be promoted against all hopes
Aptitudes, capacity or intelligence
I had never seen such a flagrant case of
it
I can smell your bad breath upon me
I can read the spots on your back through
your shirt
I can feel your breasts all over my face!
I can see how terrible and inexcusable a
manager you are
Sleeping your way to success
Not caring how repulsive the path might
be
How ambitious one must be, or desperate
I’m disgusted for life
I can feel your dick in my mouth
I can touch your vagina from that far
away
It confuses all my senses, it makes me
want to cry
This hormone overflow is your secret to
success
No one stopped to question your sudden
promotion
Everyone understood that extravagant
promotion
Everyone resents it
Everyone is disgusted for life
If you cannot succeed through skills and
cleverness
Crawl back to where you came from
And make it a professional occupation
Become a professional prostitute, as this
is what you are
For how many more centuries must we suffer
Incompetent people at the top
Who reach power for all the wrong
reasons?
Is there not even one competent Manager
left in this world?
I see you coming down on me from miles
away
I can feel your dick in my ass hole
I can practically drink milk from your
breasts
I’m disgusted for life!
Your breasts are suffocating me!
The world needs a disgusting
American hotdog
My head is about to split
I am divided upon so many issues
About who I am
My country
Lost all identity
No longer belonging anywhere
Globalisation and all
We must all be citizens of the world
We just need a hotdog
Packed with condiments
More mustard and mayonnaise
Than your heart can sustain
Struggling to reach out
Struggling to stay put
Upon any reality
Before the world goes out in a puff of smoke
I think all the world needs
Is one big American hotdog
Filled with a German sausage and ketchup
Until this world explodes
It would remind us who we are
This headache might go away
Who are we?
I’m not sure a hotdog will fix this
Been struggling for years
To get a decent burger in England
Doesn’t help that I’m vegetarian
The world cannot survive on burgers and
hotdogs alone
Our head is about to split!
We are divided on so many issues!
About who we are
Our countries
Lost all identity
No longer belonging anywhere
Globalisation and all
We must all be citizens of the world
The solution to this conundrum is very
simple
All we need is one big disgusting American
hotdog
Filled to our heart’s content with
condiments
Until something irretrievably bursts out
If only our heart could so easily give out
Must we become evil to fight
evil?
If a man’s sole purpose is to destroy you
Must you destroy him first?
If a man’s sole purpose is to kill you
Must you kill him first?
In my quest against evil
I myself became evil
Must we become evil
To fight evil?
I’m not proud of what I’ve become
I never wanted to become that
If I could take it back I would
But then I would now be nothingness
Is there a destiny we follow?
Is there a God and a payback time?
Is karma just a lunatic’s invention?
Evidence points to evil winning every time
Some nations speak highly of ethics and
morale
Whilst their enemies are plotting their
destruction
Whilst we’re still sitting here pondering
Evil has already accomplished its deed
Evil looks so innocent!
It comes in every shape and form
The wise and grandiose Prince of all
salvation
Bringing devastation on a scale never seen
before
When it is self-defence
All means are necessary
We must defend ourselves
The best line of defence is the attack
If a man’s sole purpose is to destroy you
Must you destroy him first?
If a man’s sole purpose is to kill you
Must you kill him first?
In my quest against evil
I myself became evil
Must we become evil
To fight evil?
Remain weak all your life
Let people walk over you
Clinging to your great values and conscience
And you simply end up dead
Like an inoffensive spider in the bath tub
Spread a little water over it
I didn’t intend to kill you
But like you I couldn’t measure the
consequences
I’m afraid
Although my conscience is tormenting me
Ultimately I have no regrets
We must become evil to fight evil
I don’t know Mister President
In what rich and well-oiled universe you
live in
With your nice little social studies and
analyses of what’s going on
I tell you, we’re electrified and we can’t
calm down!
Perhaps it was all those studies in those
schools with all your friends
But you are unable to get the point
You have no clue while you continue with
your dinners for high finance
The next riot is just around the corner
It is not just that we don’t have a job, we
have one
It is not that we are so poor, we’ve always
been poor
It’s not that we feel devalued, we’ve always
felt worthless
It is the addition bit by bit of your entire
incompetence
Why oh why
With so many statistics, reports, analyses
and commissions
Can you just miss the whole point?
We’re electrified and we can’t calm down!
You see, we don’t need much to jump to the
barricades
And many such small blunders do add up
It quickly becomes one big blunder after
another
It just adds up and adds up and adds up!
Corruption here and there
Bribes just about everywhere
Cuts there and where next
And a police force filled with children out
of control
Politicians out of touch
Living the high life around the world
While we suffocate under austerity measures
Direct impact on our daily lives on every
level
You have somehow impacted on everything
The whole world is going bankrupted
The economy is flying high in hell
Honestly we cannot see any way out
I don’t know Mister Prime Minister
In what rich and well-oiled universe you
live in
With your nice little social studies and
analyses of what’s going on
I tell you, we’re electrified and we can’t
calm down!
Forgive me God
As I have sin
As I have stolen
As I have killed
Shedding that criminal past
No more beating up people
No more alcohol
No more drugs
Shedding that criminal past
To become one amongst the sheep
Dying in conformism
Is all I really wished for all my life
How I ended being a bank robber
Stealing elections
Making all the wrong policies
I don’t know
Making wars happen is necessary
Killing the masses is mandatory
Stealing all the resources left in the world
is obligatory
We must survive
With only but the most ethical intentions
I have sinned
I have stolen
I have killed
The greater good of my nation is all there
is
Never mind if they feel oppressed
In time they will see it was the right thing
to do
Dear God I will replace you at the firmament
Anyone can always justify the worst
atrocities
When one controls the media and statistics
One must create a better world for the one
nation
On the back of all the other nations
Forgive me God
As I have sinned
As I have stolen
As I have killed
And I will do it again and again and again
Don’t even try it on me
I am the son of no nation
I cannot feel patriotic
I can certainly puke on any flag
I’m so disgusted
By the way you treat us all
Threaten us all
I certainly will puke on you
I don’t give a shit!
I don’t care who you are!
I can’t stand it anymore!
I can’t stand any of you any longer!
Go away!
Your propaganda is tiresome
It is old hat
I can’t stand it anymore
I don’t want to hear any more truth
About this world
I can’t stand any more lies
About this world
We may just about be nothing at all
But just watch out
How nothing at all
Will just get on to conquer the world
We have heard enough of you!
We will not be convinced by anything
There are no more nations
Get lost!
We are the sons of no nation
We are no sons of any religion
God just might be dead after all
As you certainly killed him
Politics and diplomacy had their day
They failed miserably
No one ever believed in them for a start
So don’t ask any of us to sacrifice anything
There are no more nations
There are no more religions
As this is the only way
This world will ever survive
We do not belong to anyone
We are free to decide for ourselves
We are the sons of no religion
We are the sons of no nation
I curse the limitations of it all
I need
I have to
There must be a way
To blast it up!
More!
Louder!
Turn it up!
I curse it all!
I need
I have to
There must be a way
To forget it all
To bury it all
Under so much noise
So much louder
Until my eyes pop out
Until I faint
Out of this existence
I can’t breathe!
I can no longer breathe!
I cannot see anything!
I can no longer see!
All so blurry the world has become
Desperate
I am
For a way out
As I can no longer
Listen to anything
Hear anyone
Follow anyone
Obey no more
Free myself
Free this world!
Don’t talk to me!
Don’t even look at me!
I can no longer sustain
This whole world
Bring it to salvation
All by myself
There must be a way
Out of it all
There must be a way
Out of it all
I curse the limitations
I need
I have to
There must be a way
To blast it up!
And free ourselves!
And free ourselves!
And free ourselves!
And free ourselves!
Forever and ever
Once and for all
Forever and ever
Once and for all
You could never guess
How small I am
How useless I am
How insignificant I am
Until I drink my first pint of beer
Then, my God
I own the world
I control the world
As I create the world
As I am God!
I never thought
That one pint
Would be
All that is required
For such a thing
To come true
You have no idea
How simple it all is
How it is so simple
To change the world
As soon as you think differently
And all that is required
Is one pint
There was a time
I could have killed for one
I begged down the pub
For such a thing
And no one was willing
To buy me one
It was illuminating
There is no real charity
In this world
No one will buy you a pint
Even though they have the power
To buy you a house
Since then
My God
I’ve gone through
All possible neuroses
I have to say
I walk through flying
Because
There’s nothing
Alcohol can’t cure
Out of sight
Out of mind
Out of this world
Completely mad
Changing a whole world
In the process
Creating a whole world
In the process
All through alcohol
I’m sorry!
All you have ever achieved
Is total madness
That can only be cured through
Alcohol
Only then can we see the light of day
Only then can we see a way out
I don’t need to feel anything
I don’t need to even be alive
Oh, I need to live somewhere else
And create my own universe to live within
Where none of you would ever exist
Nothing alcohol can’t cure
Of a whole wrecked existence
From here and there
In the here and now
Taking it all in
For posterity
Deeply buried and lost
Under the oceans of the world
One thousand years
All that is required
To vanish completely
From the face of the Earth
So much history
So little to say
Once all is forgotten
Up to the top of the pyramids
So in awe
No one will escape
We have chewed our wings
We can no longer fly
Higher scale universe
Lower scale universe
Could not even conceptualise
Expanding universes
Thinking Virtual
Creating Evolution
Modifying World
Life in the making
It was not meant to be for this humanity
Building wonders of the world through
slavery
Perhaps the next humanity will leave a mark
Everlasting for an eternity
At another level
Look at this life
What an existence!
For a start
There are some trees here
Some bits of grass
I believe there are some pebbles
Around that corner
And so many grains of sand
Life is so wonderful!
In all its complexities
Such Happiness!
Such Joy!
Is choking me
Stop me!
Because
Because I am
Because I am going
Nuclear!
Every second
I still have to suffer this world
I learn somehow
To force myself
To live it
Whilst I so despise it
There are some shells
Around that corner
This is death!
I wish I was dead
It is choking me!
Stop me!
Because
Because I am
Because I am going
Nuclear!
Oh!
But there is so much love
In this world
So many people
Doing so much good
What do I care?
Have I found happiness?
Have I found peace?
Can I even breathe?
I am choking!
Stop me!
Because
Because I am
Because I am going
Nuclear!
I do not recognise
All that you have done
I cannot see
How great you are
I remain unimpressed
By humanity’s achievements
I feel so alone
I feel so betrayed
In your own bile
I am choking
Stop me!
Because
Because I am
Because I am going
Nuclear!
Every second I grow
Every second I expand
Along with everything else in the universe
Such expansion of all ideas
Of all minds
Should just about renew this world
Every second
And yet history
With its lack of imagination
Is simply
Choking me
Stop me!
Because
Because I am
Because I am going
Nuclear!
Much better off with a split
personality disorder
Much better be off your head half the time
Not knowing what you’re doing
And be amazed the next day by what you’ve done
And be apologetic and remorseful
Than actually live this life being aware
In such perfection that only God can dictate
Of such a boring life
That could never have any impact
Let’s start the party!
Let’s go crazy!
Let’s change the world!
Much better off with a split personality
disorder
What it is to live a life permanently
comatose
As if one was prescribed heavy drugs
What is the point of feeling such an existence
When one can be totally disconnected from
reality?
In such perfection that only God can dictate
Living in one’s head
With far reaching impact upon the world
Oh yes, one can change the world that way
Let’s do it again and again
Let’s drink ourselves to death
Be a zombie the next day at work
Much better off with a split personality
disorder
What one must think?
When that kind of state of mind
Can actually bring happiness?
When that kind of state of mind
Can bring creativity and results?
On such a scale that it has an impact
In such perfection that only God can dictate
Well bring it on! Let’s kill ourselves!
This life was not meant to last forever
We might as well go for it full blast
And die right here right now in the end
Much better off with a split personality
disorder
For
freedom we are ready to die!
So many pills
Are necessary
For such slaves
To accept their destiny
Better be totally out of one’s mind
In order to go through life
As if all was so perfect and ideal
Instead of seeing any truth about the world
As the only way to survive
To avoid the hell of any authority
Is to be as submissive and small as required
The need to be totally sedated
No pills are necessary when you learn
To sedate yourself through your mind
Being naturally sedated
Against such ways of being treated
Against exploitation
Against exploding at any given moment
As there is only one way
We will all remain the perfect slaves
Is whilst we are all sedated
Against this reality
And better learn to do it without pills
Learning to be
Naturally sedated
Oh yes Sir!
Oh yes Ma’am!
Anything you say!
Right now it is done!
I will die for you!
Right here right now!
I won’t complain!
I won’t talk back!
I’ll do it and accept it and that’s all!
As I am
Naturally sedated
Against you
Against it all
As I do not see existence
I cannot comprehend this world
I am forever lost
To any such idea
That I might be alive
And matter for anything
In such a world
So desperate for so much
Thinking no more
And practicality above all else
Whilst you kill such things in the egg
With such requirements
That none of us should ever think
Or actually be alive and aware
But only obey
Or simply die
Totally sedated and protected
Against such a world
Where thinking would be required to survive
To radically change this world
Where thinking
Where expressing any idea
Would mean our death
Against such reality
Better be
Naturally sedated
I can now calm down
I can now take my place
I can now accept this world
I am able to embrace inequalities
I accept discrimination
I am able to allow this lack of freedom
I totally support this lack of compassion
I am sedated toward life!
But no pill for me
It is even worse
As I am
Against you
Fully aware of it all
Naturally sedated
So many pills
Are necessary
For such slaves
To accept their destiny
Better be totally out of one’s mind
In order to go through life
As if all was so perfect and ideal
Instead of seeing any truth about the world
As the only way to survive
To avoid the hell of any authority
Is to be as submissive and small as required
Is to be totally sedated
Preferably
Naturally sedated
And ready to get out of such lunacy
At one moment’s notice
And then
Take over the world!
Yes I am submissive
Yes I am sedated
Yes I am already dead
And yet…
I can wake up at a moment’s notice
As I’m still based on this reality
And this reality will change
For the better for us all
And I do intend to be awake then
For such a revolution to happen
Yes Sir!
Yes Ma’am!
We are sedated against life
But only naturally sedated
We can and we will
Wake up at any time
And be part
Of this revolution
As we will wake up
Hear the cry for total freedom
Put you aside
And change the world!
Yes Sir!
For freedom
We are ready to die!
The bird is out
This is the kitchen
I think I may hurt
Look at the crystal
A rainbow of all knowledge
I so just love you
Maybe I will kill you
Don’t look further for the truth
I never meant to hurt
The sky is weird
I just killed something
Feeling bad is okay
Not done that yet
Was I meant to?
Free as everything
What is this?
There is a plant here
The leaves have come out
They are constructing something
What language do they speak?
I have put the garbage out
We will recycle that bottle
This man might have said something
I can’t understand anything
Something is rotting here
The tortoises were left outside in the rain
Where’s the thinking mode?
Reason is gone
Do not worry about such things
I will light a candle
Someone said something
The world has gone by
I know of a river
That power station went off
It was a prediction, you know
This is the way forward
There is no need to think
Or to understand
I crushed it
I crushed it all
From such a high place
Reached suddenly overnight
To speak anything
And the world will hear
What then
One should say?
Drinking all night?
Being forever a zombie at work?
Living more in one’s head
Than in any sort of reality?
From such a place to speak
Should not be wasted
Knowledge of what
Is really going on
Is required
Intelligence is compulsory
To get any message across
In ways
Which are not seen as threats
And yet
Are the seed of revolution
From such a place to speak
So far reaching
To be heard worldwide
That the smallest detail
Of one’s life
Becomes public knowledge
So instantly
Is one big missed opportunity
To make yourself a target
And be destroyed
From such a place to speak
One should speak
Suffer the consequences
Until the next one speaks
From a high place
And the next one
Until we all speak in unison
From any place
Even from such low places
Until we take control
Of our existence
Until we take control
Of existence
One, after all
Can only speak
From his or her station
So speak
Make yourself heard
Take action
And make it happen
Never have such words
Been so important
As today
We are used to live in the past
It is happening right now
And forever happening
Again and again and again
And will forever happen
Never grow to be complacent
If you had the chance
To speak
And didn’t
Well
To history
You will mean nothing
History will even wonder
Where you even aware?
Perhaps even guilty?
Or completely blind?
And a fool?
From such a place to speak
You do need to speak
And find a way
To be heard
And find a way
To operate a change of power
And find a way
To make it happen
It all starts with
Speaking it all out loud
So speak!
And make it happen!
BONUS:
You might not know this
But we are not white at all
We are yellow piss
Just like our aura
That explains a lot
The new generation
Is actually more purple
Purple red
At your idiocy
At your stupidity
At your brainless decisions
At your absurd hierarchies
With morons at the top
They do not listen to authority
They do not accept this world
They wish to make a difference
Change this world for the better
By replacing a stupid generation
With a bright one
Wow!
No longer will we ever have brainless people
Controlling anyone
No longer will we have animals
Controlling governments
My boss will have a brain for a change!
My manager will not just be
An unsecured bitch who needs to be shot!
I welcome those Indigo Kids all heartedly
More so because they are suicidal
They know what’s good for them
They know this world as it is
Has nothing to offer them
Give them control!
Turn over power to them!
The new generation
And let’s see something happen
A world change
New values and new ideas
New ways of solving problems
Let’s turn this world
Into something
Liveable!
Roland Michel Tremblay